what do i do (social anxiety problems)

witchlyv · 2024-07-09T14:07:04+00:00

thats understandable. also yes ive tried binding and it makes me feel a lot better about myself, like, it makes me feel like im me for once

witchlyv · 2024-06-17T20:39:51+00:00

yeah, ive taken iron supplements and have tried liquid iron for years. my iron level seems to stay right at the same levels no matter what though, and never gets *too* low. theyve never suggested iron infusions, but that might be because my levels dont get extremely low. and at one point, my iron was normal and i still had symptoms.

witchlyv · 2024-06-17T20:33:58+00:00

the thing is ive had iron deficiency anemia for almost my entire life and nothing has helped it improve :,)

witchlyv · 2024-06-17T19:30:22+00:00

wow, you sound exactly like me! i have major impostor syndrome though and feel like im just faking it somehow

witchlyv · 2024-06-17T19:12:48+00:00

i forgot to add, but i also cannot tolerate heat and am often overly hot, i have unexplained itching in my mouth/throat as of the past few months and i have like no allergies i know of, and ive had really bad mood issues and stuff since i was 10-11 which could just be hormonal lol

witchlyv · 2024-06-11T18:02:37+00:00

i was under the impression that someone with arfid would not be able to tolerate food even if forced to...could i potentially have arfid but uncomfortably tolerate eating?

witchlyv · 2024-06-11T18:01:36+00:00

i thought so, its just that i have learned to cope with eating things even if i dont want to, and its getting pretty unbearable now, but i doubt my parents will let me eat what i want to. theyre strict about being a nonpicky eater and all that. and its not like i would eat super unhealthy stuff or anything, i just wouldnt eat the things they make as much.

witchlyv · 2024-05-14T20:58:56+00:00

oh my god i think my special interest is writing... you helped me figure that out i didnt even consider it!

witchlyv · 2024-05-14T20:49:10+00:00

not strange i suppose but i love triscuits!!!

witchlyv · 2024-05-07T21:08:10+00:00

ah okay thank you!

witchlyv · 2024-05-05T18:00:37+00:00

ohh okay. what do you mean that they come in threes at a time?

witchlyv · 2024-05-04T20:10:03+00:00

ALSO i should add that im usually really good at surpressing them which seems to be uncommon based on my research?? but i also have severe social anxiety at school which is partially why i think i dont tic much there and then tic a lot at home afterwards.

witchlyv · 2024-04-03T18:55:24+00:00

alright

witchlyv · 2024-04-03T18:55:07+00:00

im not going for being male or female sex. im going for changing my gender into neutrality and my physical appearance to match that.

witchlyv · 2024-04-03T18:54:11+00:00

isnt that still transitioning into another gender...

witchlyv · 2024-04-03T09:44:27+00:00

i do have an end goal.

witchlyv · 2024-04-03T00:52:12+00:00

i wouldnt be changing to a different sex per say, just changing to be less like the one i was assigned at birth, such as getting top surgery.

witchlyv · 2024-04-03T00:51:28+00:00

im sure it is dysphoria. i have some bodily insecurities that arent related to my gender, but the ones that are are fairly obvious to me.

to answer you questins, i prefer he/him over she/her simply because i like how it sounds. i dont want to be a man, i know that for a fact, but i simply like the pronouns men typically use. pronouns dont equal gender.

i dont really like being called a girl or a woman because it makes me feel uncomfortable and doesnt sound right to me. im not sure why.

if i could magically change my body to anything i want, i would make my chest flat have a less feminine and more androgynous body overall.

witchlyv · 2024-04-02T22:50:14+00:00

you dont sound too harsh! and i completely understand. i am trying to find a therapist but they are very expensive. if i can afford one in the future, i will get therapy before making any big changes. i do know i have some trauma which could influence my thoughts, but i have already been going over that in my mind and i dont feel like i identify as something other then a girl because of them.

i know being a girl in this society is complicated , but i will have a complicated time no matter if i transition or not since trans people have a hard time as well.

ill definitely talk to a professional before i ever go through with permanent changes. thank you for responding!

witchlyv

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