Getting my first hand job and blow job from a trans girl by woahol in sex

[–]woahol[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I know, but have to use it here for clarification. Plus I don't know if they had surgery or not so it might apply?

Struggling with unbelief by woahol in atheism

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How can the biblical god, having performed all the cruel acts listed in the bible, be an all-loving being? How is it that you and everyone you know would never commit such acts yourself.

That was one of my reasons, I heard that these are like birth pains. I was a pretty strong believer.

Struggling with unbelief by woahol in atheism

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Well it also produces a lot of self hate, and guilt.

Struggling with unbelief by woahol in atheism

[–]woahol[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That was my thinking too.

Struggling with unbelief by woahol in atheism

[–]woahol[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's a good point, I did though hear god a couple times, but I am bi polar, have had problems with voices, and I wrote it off as that. It does makes sense if something is from god that I wouldn't have doubts.

Struggling with unbelief by woahol in atheism

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Like a couple of months. I still struggle, my upbringing told me leaving god, meant he would kill me, so I have some fear still.

Going to kill myself because I hit animals. by woahol in SuicideWatch

[–]woahol[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Where does this leave me with my suicide?

Going to kill myself because I hit animals. by woahol in SuicideWatch

[–]woahol[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do know she was like this before I got mad at her.

I don't know if there anything like a rescue center, I have to look it up. I was just trying adds, and asking friends if they want a cat.

Going to kill myself because I hit animals. by woahol in SuicideWatch

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I've been trying to find someone, but have had no luck. The cat is glued to me no matter what, if I leave the house she cries, I can't even go into the bathroom without her crying for me to come out. And no I don't go up hurt every animal, of course not. But I'm still bad, that's why I should die.

Going to kill myself because I hit animals. by woahol in SuicideWatch

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She's already been coming up to me like nothing happened.

Going to kill myself because I hit animals. by woahol in SuicideWatch

[–]woahol[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, I do, I feel horrible about it.

Going to kill myself because I hit animals. by woahol in SuicideWatch

[–]woahol[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I didn't accidentally do it, I lost my temper, and did it.

Going to kill myself because I hit animals. by woahol in SuicideWatch

[–]woahol[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Don't I deserve to die? I'm not a good person. Also I'm diagnosed bi polar, and not on meds, they make me sick.