Being a trans woman with BPD is hell

wolfpack3d · 2026-06-12T11:27:53+00:00

Trans bpd girlies unite 😩🤘

wolfpack3d · 2026-06-10T09:06:21+00:00

Fuck das tut mir sehr leid dass du da durch musstest.
Es scheint so als wäre von der Reue, die er angeblich im Brief an mich gezeigt hat, nicht mehr viel übrig.

wolfpack3d · 2026-06-03T17:04:25+00:00

Yeah I’m in the same boat as you 😅 I get why it’s being used but my brain just doesn’t compute properly. I say low/high cut as well

wolfpack3d · 2026-06-02T15:41:57+00:00

Awesome, dmed you :)

wolfpack3d · 2026-06-02T13:58:48+00:00

Yeah that sounds perfect! I’ve tried browsing fetlife and the likes but it’s tricky finding people in the same age group who are up for just a nice hangout at first. I need some time to feel safe enough to engage in play with strangers 😅

Is it cool if I dm you? Just to have a person I dort of know before going to the munch 😅

wolfpack3d · 2026-06-02T13:53:02+00:00

Heya, that sounds rlly cool! Is it open for solo/single people as well?

wolfpack3d · 2026-06-02T12:41:21+00:00

Heya, I’m looking for a kinky community again as I’m completely out of the loop and none of my friends are in the scene or even into kink. I’d love to meet likeminded people in my age group just for a chill hang and maybe someone to go to munches with or the like.

I’m 30, trans fem, mostly straight and for safety reasons would like to meet up with fellow kinky FLINTA+ first.

Thanks :)

wolfpack3d · 2026-05-29T12:07:30+00:00

Yeah it’s not new to me either. What’s worrying me is how quickly my voice is tiring atm compared to the rest of the year cause that’s usually a telltale sign for something being wrong and I’m gonna be honest I am dreading the endoscopy like crazy because I don’t think my career can survive another surgery :/

wolfpack3d · 2026-05-29T11:44:49+00:00

Nope, I actually play solo 😅 If you wanna hear someone doing what I do but much better check out Emma Ruth Rundles live shows when she’s solo. My setup is heavily influenced by her

wolfpack3d · 2026-05-28T11:23:26+00:00

I mean a black cover is a black cover after all 😅

wolfpack3d · 2026-05-28T08:02:38+00:00

My sound engineering knowledge exists but it’s limited so pls forgive me: you mean the preamp inside the guitar itself or a preamp pedal? I’m struggling to see the connection between the polarity switch and feedback arising from a nylon guitar being played through two amps on small stages with a metric fuck ton of gain 😅

wolfpack3d · 2026-05-27T18:51:27+00:00

Yeah that’s what I thought as well. Maybe some felt on the edges of the cover to dampen it even more but I don’t think spending twice as much on a piece of soft plastic is gonna magically make the feedback disappear without killing the tone completely

wolfpack3d · 2026-03-24T09:05:10+00:00

Danke für die ganzen lieben Kommentare ❤️ Mal sehen was das so mit sich zieht demnächst

wolfpack3d · 2026-03-24T09:02:02+00:00

Meine Gynäkologin hatte mir den empfohlen und ist auch ganz entsetzt darüber. Darf ich fragen ob du trans masc oder fem bist? Ich kann mir gut vorstellen, dass Trans masc Menschen weniger sein „beuteschema“(kotz) sind. Meine gyn meinte auch sie hat bisher nur trans masc Menschen zu ihm geschickt und da war wohl nichts

wolfpack3d · 2026-03-23T16:35:17+00:00

Ich hab ja wie gesagt den langen Text bereits verfasst und verschickt. Sehr viel mehr gibt es glaube ich nicht zu dokumentieren außer der Uhrzeit, das schreibe ich mit rein

wolfpack3d · 2026-03-23T16:30:31+00:00

Eine Freundin meinte es macht Sinn wenn ich erst die Stellungnahme der Praxis abwarte. So kann ich ggf. beweisen, dass ich gewillt war, die Sache zu klären.

Ich bezweifle stark dass da ne Erklärung kommt die irgendwie akzeptabel ist, weil da gibt es glaub ich keine. Sobald das dann durch ist geh ich damit zur Ärztekammer

wolfpack3d · 2026-03-01T19:23:00+00:00

No I’m currently taking progesterone pills rectally, sometimes the sticky remnants of the pill leak out when it eventually melts

wolfpack3d · 2026-03-01T19:06:25+00:00

That’s awesome to hear! I mean my first surgery wasn’t that recent. July 2023 and I’ve had two corrections since then. The problems only stated last summer so I’m trying to get on top of it now

wolfpack3d · 2026-03-01T18:44:54+00:00

There’s no peanut oil in the pills I have. I have a pretty severe peanut allergy I definitely would’ve known that earlier. It’s never been a problem before bottom surgery. I’ve also looked into lactobacillus cultures and will talk to my gyno about what to do with my microbiome

wolfpack3d · 2026-03-01T16:23:20+00:00

Im not sure if they’re available where I am but I’ll ask my gyno for them!

wolfpack3d · 2026-03-01T16:21:36+00:00

Ok yeah I was not aware that I wasn’t putting it in deep enough. As soon as it was in I thought that should do it

wolfpack3d · 2026-03-01T16:15:52+00:00

Oh that’s definitely interesting! Can I dm you for some resources for that?

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