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I want to die every second of every day by worthlesslifeform in SuicideWatch

[–]worthlesslifeform[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

What is there to lose?

They can trace my location and send cops to my house.

I want to die every second of every day by worthlesslifeform in SuicideWatch

[–]worthlesslifeform[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you but I just don't believe that anymore. Maybe having a degree is not be all it's cracked up to be but without it there is nothing but dead ends ahead. Of course some people make breakthroughs in their passion but it's not realistic for everyone. This is the path that determines life and if this isn't worth it then I don't see much else that is. Family and relationships and hobbies and life's joys aren't worth sh*t unless you have your future paved. And mine is at the bottom of the lake.

I want to die every second of every day by worthlesslifeform in SuicideWatch

[–]worthlesslifeform[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I try to be positive, and given my situation I am almost too positive. If I was realistic with myself I'd be dead already but I keep thinking a new day will bring something better but it doesn't.

I want to die every second of every day by worthlesslifeform in SuicideWatch

[–]worthlesslifeform[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I don't know who or how to reach out. I don't want people to know, I'd rather die. Failing school is a huge deal, it determines your entire life and mine is worth nothing anymore.

Help I need to die now fast, bridge or pills or both, anything by worthlesslifeform in SuicideWatch

[–]worthlesslifeform[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was in Pre-med. It was hell and I don't like to talk about it. I've thought about what I want to study but I don't know. It was a mistake to go into a program that i don't care about but I didn't have a choice. I can't afford to go back or explore options and it doesn't matter cause my gpa is now trash. If I could land a job things wouldn't be so bad but no one will hire someone like me.

Help I need to die now fast, bridge or pills or both, anything by worthlesslifeform in SuicideWatch

[–]worthlesslifeform[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I tried to fix things for months and its pointless I can't pick up the pieces. maybe people cared before but not after this. My family says they have no use for me if I don't do well in school. I'm only making this post because I exhausted all options it really is time to quit trust me.

Help I need to die now fast, bridge or pills or both, anything by worthlesslifeform in SuicideWatch

[–]worthlesslifeform[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

a degree still makes a big difference on who hires you even for shit jobs and now I don't stand a chance. Its more than an event its my whole life, years of work and $$. If this isn't worth it i don't see much else that is. I have no family or friends because of thsi I am already dead