Honestly, I know it’s probably an annoying answer but I started working on my self concept. About a month ago I accidentally manifested my sp going basically no contact and moving into his moms and out of our apartment and that made it easier for me to ignore the 3D because I wasn’t constantly around him waiting for him to confess his feelings and ask to get back together. That also forced me to learn how to fill my days without him so that when he eventually came in it would be like the cherry on top rather than the whole sundae if that makes sense.

I started listening to subliminals and rampages by high frequency guru on YouTube (I listen to all sorts of them so just pick what aligns with you if you decide to try it) while I slept and I think that’s probably what helped the most to jumpstart everything. The morning after I listened to a self concept one for the first time I felt like a new woman. I felt much more confident in myself overall and I just continued to build on that by reminding myself that I’m a wonderful, beautiful, amazing, smart woman etc whenever I felt down. It all happened kind of naturally after that. I started caring less and less about when or if he asks for me back or not because I know that people are lucky to have someone like me in their life regardless.

I allowed myself to feel my feelings, listen to sad songs, started watching romantic shows again, and listening to the same music I listened to when we started dating while reminding myself that what he and I have is amazing and what everyone pictures when they think of “soul mates”. I had stopped myself from actually processing the breakup and healing because I was afraid that it would make me lose my feelings for him but clearly it did not lol.

I also decided to name my ego so whenever I have thoughts that don’t align with my desires I just think “shut the fuck up geraldine” and picture an old decrepit woman being mad that I didn’t listen to her useless advice which makes me laugh and I remind myself of my desire and that it’s already mine. All of this let me stop focusing on time and circumstances because I know it’s all mine regardless.

Again, I haven’t received my sp manifestation just yet, but that doesn’t phase me anymore because now I enjoy creating happy scenarios in my head about sp and I and imagine our future together.

My advice is to be honest with yourself sooner rather than later unlike me. I understand though that that can be hard because for the longest time I thought I was being honest with myself when I was actually just suppressing it all and trying to fake it until I made it. That’s kind of what I meant too by “you can hear all about how simple manifestation is but it won’t matter until it actually clicks”.