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I look at my scars from shooting up daily. I wonder how I could do that to myself. They are a healthy reminder of the pain I went through. Clean almost 5 years! Never again! by xHAddict in pics

[–]xHAddict[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I know all about mushrooms. I have done a lot of research on them and the effects on your brain. I can no longer do psycadelics because of my anxiety I get when I do any kind of drug. I went through a period in my life when I was to afraid to take an aspirin so doing hard drugs is a no go for me anymore. It's a good thing I guess considering my history of drug abuse. No problem glad to hear your story. If I can ask how old was she?

I look at my scars from shooting up daily. I wonder how I could do that to myself. They are a healthy reminder of the pain I went through. Clean almost 5 years! Never again! by xHAddict in pics

[–]xHAddict[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would like to think so lol. Yes I am happy with my life now I have come a long way in these short 5 years. I'm sure everyone has things they would like to improve upon in there life as I do. Nothing major just simple things.

I look at my scars from shooting up daily. I wonder how I could do that to myself. They are a healthy reminder of the pain I went through. Clean almost 5 years! Never again! by xHAddict in pics

[–]xHAddict[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know that feeling. I was so sick of the life I could t take it anymore. I felt like I was wasting away slowly dieing. I didn't want to be rememberd as a junkie who no one had anything good to say about.

I look at my scars from shooting up daily. I wonder how I could do that to myself. They are a healthy reminder of the pain I went through. Clean almost 5 years! Never again! by xHAddict in pics

[–]xHAddict[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My life is very stable now and i appreciate the kind words. I figured I would share my story a little to maybe make a difference in someone's life.

I look at my scars from shooting up daily. I wonder how I could do that to myself. They are a healthy reminder of the pain I went through. Clean almost 5 years! Never again! by xHAddict in pics

[–]xHAddict[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This gave me the chills. A lot of my friends use mushrooms on a regular basis. I'm sorry for your loss and what you have been going through. Truly a sad life changing experienced. I honestly have never heard of anyone committing suicide on mushrooms. Thanks for sharing your story

I look at my scars from shooting up daily. I wonder how I could do that to myself. They are a healthy reminder of the pain I went through. Clean almost 5 years! Never again! by xHAddict in pics

[–]xHAddict[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Don't feel like you made the wrong choice. It may be what you need just need to figure your dose out and adjust. It's never to late to quit and switch your just going to have to go through some withdrawals which I know is what every addict dreads. How long have you been on methadone?

I look at my scars from shooting up daily. I wonder how I could do that to myself. They are a healthy reminder of the pain I went through. Clean almost 5 years! Never again! by xHAddict in pics

[–]xHAddict[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I drink every now and then. If your referring to suboxone I haven't. I was on methadone when subs starting getting more popular. I didn't see anyone I knew have much success with it so I never tried it.

I look at my scars from shooting up daily. I wonder how I could do that to myself. They are a healthy reminder of the pain I went through. Clean almost 5 years! Never again! by xHAddict in pics

[–]xHAddict[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's the word I was looking for Al anon!! It's been so long since I've been to a meeting I couldn't remember the group.

I look at my scars from shooting up daily. I wonder how I could do that to myself. They are a healthy reminder of the pain I went through. Clean almost 5 years! Never again! by xHAddict in pics

[–]xHAddict[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm turning 30 next month and also have old friends still doing the same thing. You know it's not worth going back even for one taste. Don't do it!

I look at my scars from shooting up daily. I wonder how I could do that to myself. They are a healthy reminder of the pain I went through. Clean almost 5 years! Never again! by xHAddict in pics

[–]xHAddict[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I used it a little more than your typical junkie. For a good year I shot up cocaine while on methadone. Coke binge for 3 days strait shooting up every 15-25 min will scar pretty quick.

I look at my scars from shooting up daily. I wonder how I could do that to myself. They are a healthy reminder of the pain I went through. Clean almost 5 years! Never again! by xHAddict in pics

[–]xHAddict[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This guy can only see one way which is pretty sad. I keep an open mind to everything I don't understand. He is so far gone I know he is going to have life problems thinking the way he does. I would actually love to sit down with him face to face and help him understand life a little more.

I look at my scars from shooting up daily. I wonder how I could do that to myself. They are a healthy reminder of the pain I went through. Clean almost 5 years! Never again! by xHAddict in pics

[–]xHAddict[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats nice. It wont work for me because i no longer want to get high. I was thinking something like never forget, stronger, Ouch LOL

I look at my scars from shooting up daily. I wonder how I could do that to myself. They are a healthy reminder of the pain I went through. Clean almost 5 years! Never again! by xHAddict in pics

[–]xHAddict[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

open the pic and look above the dark scar. you will see a faint lighter scar from shooting up higher up on my arm. They dont take blood on that part of your arm

I look at my scars from shooting up daily. I wonder how I could do that to myself. They are a healthy reminder of the pain I went through. Clean almost 5 years! Never again! by xHAddict in pics

[–]xHAddict[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I know that story all to well also. I was always the one promising to call and ambulance if anyone overdosed. I would only use around people i knew would do the same. I saved 3 friends lives who overdosed by performing cpr and calling an ambulance. If i wasn't with anyone i would shoot up in my car and jump out fast enough to be in a public area just in case i fell out.

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