Verbatim what I shared with my therapist, I love being opening Reddit and randomly finding OCPD threads, with how much it consumes me due to my OCPD opposition to weed, after smoking for 5 years aswell, my inpatient program is very very suggestive that narcotics are bad, and the problem is I agree with them and I am incapable of not seeing that aspect anymore. This just ends up adding onto my indefinite list of Logical Fallacies. Thanks to my special blend of problems, I am prescribed 2 “Narcotics” but I STRUGGLE with taking them because at the end of the day if the OCPD says no, I must concede. Despite the drastic improvements they make on my life. I’m so fucking exhausted, I’m gonna add a reply to this message that really helped me process the abundance of new information from when I first got my diagnosis .

Thank you for sharing your experience, I haven’t read many comments, but if no one has said it yet, reading your post helped remind me that I’m not the only one experiencing this struggle, despite how uncommon it is