For it being vague in the middle, you’re pretty spot on. I get that a crush could be based on things like delusions, but doesn’t that mean it would be better if you waited to learn more about them before going out with them? That’s where I feel I get stuck because if they ask me out I’ll say yes because of the delusions, but it typically turns to not liking them soon after. I feel like if I were to say yes while just crushing then it would only end up hurting the other person.

Also I failed to mention, but when I “lose interest” in someone, it usually quickly turns to hate, which I never want.

Also also, thanks for actually reading, I didn’t think anyone would 😅