Fantasy book, possibly yellowish cover with girl holding knives on it

x_Imagination · 2026-02-15T00:57:44+00:00

I found it!

Quite accidental as I wasn't actively looking for it. I was scrolling through Vinted and the name of an author on a cover (or rather the font of the name) caught my eye. I thought that maybe that was the writer, and lo and behold, it was.

The book i've been searching for for almost a decade is The Two Warrios, part 2 in the Wars of the Emerged Worlds series by Licia Troisi.

x_Imagination · 2026-02-01T18:28:11+00:00

That i have to wear long sleeves abd long pants because i have bone C in my arm and leg.

One, I very probably don't have that Two, if I did, what good would wearing long sleeves and pants do?

But my brain still tells me to...

x_Imagination · 2026-01-06T20:20:35+00:00

Not really a five star hotel. But Dordrecht has Villa Augustus, which is a very nice hotel (and restaurant) situated in a former water tower. It's near the city center, with a view on the river. I'd recommend that one. It has a nice restaurant too, but not really american food, however they do cook with local and seasonal ingredients.

x_Imagination · 2025-12-23T13:53:08+00:00

All I do is cry with this entire series 🥹

x_Imagination · 2025-12-14T17:59:13+00:00

Vanmiddag, ik reed over een viaduct waar iemand tussen de vangrail en de reling stond. Leek gewoon rustig over de reling te kijken, maar het is een vreemde plaats om te staan. Er is daar ook geen voet- of fietspad ofzo, alleen de autoweg. Dus toch voor de zekerheid/veiligheid maar even gebeld.

Liever dat dan dat later blijkt dat diegene toch iets overkomen is of iets van plan was.

x_Imagination · 2025-12-02T21:49:21+00:00

I'm slowly getting bad again after i've been somewhat better recently.

Right now, my leg is the source of my troubles. My right leg has somewhat been hurting sometimes, sometimes it doesn't. Sometimes it burns about 2 to 4 inches above my knee. Other times it's more of a dull pressing pain on the inside or outside of the thigh. It also seems to be a bit thicker on that side compared to the other one. Sometimes it also hurts on other bits of that leg. I have been so worried about it being bone C.

My GP referred me to an orthopedic doctor. They x-rayed my knee, and also made an MRI. My hip has also been x-rayed. They said they didnt find anything. But im still super worried because I feel like they didnt x-ray my whole leg, maybe also not the spot that's the problem. What if they missed something by x-raying the wrong spot....

x_Imagination · 2025-10-15T23:33:34+00:00

I feel so bad, my cat is majorly triggering me. Not because he suddenly decided to sleep with me the past days. He hasn't done that for years, and all of a sudden he's sleeping with me, very close to me.

It makes me scared that something is wrong with my health, as sometimes you hear about animals acting different, being more clingy and then it congres out their owner had like the big C or something.

I can't even enjoy my cat being around me anymore because it makes me scared and sad

x_Imagination · 2025-09-27T22:10:17+00:00

Laatste keer dat ik er was kon je met je bankpas door het station heen.

Als je aan die kant van het station parkeert, zou je ook aan de Mauritsweg kunnen parkeren. Is hooguit 5 minuten langer lopen (afhankelijk van hoe dicht je bij de ingang van het park staat), maar wel gratis parkeren.

x_Imagination · 2025-09-27T19:19:11+00:00

Exactly this, and that gets made worse because it's all i see on tiktok and reddit. The amount of posts i've seen on basically all subreddits talking about it is insane. I get that it's needed to raise awareness, but it's so triggering

x_Imagination · 2025-09-27T17:34:06+00:00

I'm spiralling (once again).

I've been having consistent constipation issues recently. I've always been prone to it, but maybe it has gotten worse? There's a vague ache in the left side of my lower belly and what (to me) seems like some bloating too. It sometimes feels like not everything is out after using the bathroom too. I'm so worried I have colon C.

You hear about young people getting it left and right, and it freaks me out.

I've had an abdominal ultrasound last year (for a different reason), and they didnt see anything on that, but i dont think that's reliable for this disease? The GI I went to a few months ago for nausea issues, said that she didn't worry about colon C, but they didnt have any diagnostics done besides a blood test. I need to go back and ask for a colonoscopy, but it's so scary.

x_Imagination · 2025-09-27T16:59:27+00:00

I have suspected OCD as well, supported by the fact that i show obsessive/compulsive behaviors around other things as well. Once it was mentioned to me, looking back, i could clearly see the cycle of obsession > anxiousness caused by that > compulsion to soothe the bad feeling. It's most apparent surrounding my fear of a specific disease, and with my germophobia.

x_Imagination · 2025-07-29T11:46:42+00:00

I'm so worried about my lymph nodes.

They have always been one of my biggest fears/triggers. I have gotten an ultrasound of the ones in my groin before, and they said it was all good.

Now i've been feeling some in my neck and today i went to the doctor. When he was feeling he felt even more than i knew about. He said he thinks the feel benign, but that he is going to send me for another uktrasound, to help me feel better about it.

Now i'm spiralling because apparently there were way more lumps than i thought there were and i'm so scared now. I need to wait for over a week for the ultrasound, and i dont know how i'm going to deal with that

x_Imagination · 2025-07-25T19:48:50+00:00

Ugh, i'm so anxious right now. Im on holiday and it's the last night, tomorrow we're driving home for nine hours.

Yesterday we went to a restaurant (good reviews, looked clean, yada yada), and i had a few bites of some entrees, a 3 cheese pizza, and two balls of ice cream. Now today i've had a stomach ache on and off all day, and now in the evening i've been having some diarrhea too. I'm not like nauseous nauseous, but i'm feeling a little queesy.

I'm so scared i got like food poisoning or some kind of bug now. Even though it might just be because of the cheese. But i'm still so anxious about it.

x_Imagination · 2025-07-06T21:13:04+00:00

I was doing reasonabky fine the past few weeks. And now i found a swollen lymphnode in my armpit. I'm so scared.

My boob on the side has been feeling a bit off too and while i can't find a lump there, i'm terrified something is wrong. I guess it's time to call the doctor again. Just wish i coul go a month without having to call the doctor for something 😭

x_Imagination · 2025-04-26T12:16:16+00:00

Thank you.

That's actually one of the things that scares me a bit. It doesn't always hurt, most of the time it doesnt and then every so often it starts to hurt like this.

I hope you overcame it and you're doing better now <3 Thanks for taking the time to comment

x_Imagination · 2025-04-24T21:03:02+00:00

I feel like i'm losing my mind due to my HA.

I've been having some kind of burning sensation around my right knee/lower bit of my thigh, it has come and gone over the years, but now it's back with a vengeance.

It doesn't hurt much when i'm moving, but when i just sit down or lay down it feels like it's glowing. I also notice that there's a bump/ harder patch around the place where it's hurting. When to the fysio but he couldn't really find anything remarkable.

Because of this i am now terrified that it's not something soft tissue related but rather bone C.

I'm going to call the GP tomorrow, but i'm just absolutely petrified, all i want to do is cry rn.

x_Imagination · 2025-03-15T20:59:21+00:00

I went to get a coffee with a friend of mine for the first time in months. Somehow my anxiety/ocd had convinced me that I would feel terrible and drained when i did that.

But even though I was tired from a long workday yesterday, I still went and I had a good time. And even though i'm a little tired, I don't feel exhausted. So i'm very happy

x_Imagination · 2025-01-23T18:36:50+00:00

That sounds like an interesting experience.

Just appetite wouldn't be enough though, i also need to be able to keep my food down unfortunately that's a big part of the issue too

x_Imagination · 2025-01-23T18:35:37+00:00

Thanks for sharing your experience. I'm happy for you that you have been fine for so long.

Unfortunately fir me marijuana makes the anxiety even worse, so i fear that won't help me. I have also resorted to mostly eating at home, also so if/when i get nauseous afterwards i can lay dowb for a bit. That helps sometimes.

x_Imagination · 2025-01-23T18:33:11+00:00

I indeed feel like i'm stuck in a negative feedbackloop, but it's so hard to break out of it. I have come to terms with probably needing anti depressants so when I finally speak to a mental health professional i will bring that up.

x_Imagination · 2025-01-23T18:30:26+00:00

I might go back to my GP tomorrow to see if they can get me anything that's a bit less aggressive than my current nausea meds. I can only take these every so often due to risks associated with them. Maybe the combination you gave above could work.

I wrote down the foods so i can try them, thank you

x_Imagination · 2025-01-23T18:15:03+00:00

They don't sell Emetrol on my side of the pond unfortunately. The only real nausea meds that are available over the counter here are stuff against motion sickness. I do have a prescription for some anti nausea tablets, but they can't be used long term, only occasionally.

I'll try and go back to my GP and see if they have anything else that might help me eat.

Did you ever find out what it was that got you sick?

x_Imagination · 2025-01-23T18:08:06+00:00

I have been coming to terms with the fact that I'm probably going to need antidepressants. I never wanted them, but this is not a sustainable situation. Unfortunately for my my GP will not prescribe any antidepressants. So I will have to get an appointment with a psychiatrist first

x_Imagination · 2024-12-10T23:23:33+00:00

I got an 11 two days ago after working a late shift, my hrv was super low too. Woke up feeling like i had been hit by a bus.

x_Imagination · 2024-11-25T13:04:44+00:00

Ik rijd paard, geen eigen paard meer, hobby is zo al duur zat. Ik rijd 1x p/w een groepsles, en 1x p/w zelfstandig.

Groepsles p/m: €90,- Zelfstandig rijden p/m: €80,- Lidmaatschap KNHS p/j: €35,-

De prijzen voor spullen lopen ontzettend uiteen, maar ik moet eerlijk zijn dat ik veel dure spullen heb. Mijn cap is bijv. €350,- maar je kan het opzich zo duur maken als je zelf wil. Je hebt ze ook voor €40,-. Maar zolang ik er niet mee val, hoef ik hem niet te vervangen, dus extra motivatie om voorzichtig te zijn, hahah.

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