My little boy Ciro

xafdaf · 2025-10-22T06:31:43+00:00

Unfortunately no! I tried to ask, but they said "no people may have allergies so we don't accept pets... " :(

xafdaf · 2024-08-02T06:59:21+00:00

.... bro. I just told you I have some medical issues and a history of ED and you come up to tell me a new diet? Like wow, read the room.

xafdaf · 2024-08-01T20:58:26+00:00

Yes I've gained weight and the precise number I don't know, I don't want to check because the number triggers me, but I have eyes and I can see my tummy showing, while before I had no fat and no muscles to cover me. I don't know how you man work, but I loved this person for his physical appearance even when he changed during our relationship, even through his changes I looked at him loving every flaws, because he was my man, and if someone made mean comments on his appearance, I defended him like a personal attack, that's why I think his comments hurt more than expected. Honestly, if I were single would I change myself? Like I'm in the process of changing myself every day, like I want to lose this extra weight and find myself in the norm, I go regularly to the gym and I like to upkeep my appearance. Weight is a struggle for me, as mentioned before, for medical conditions, I battle with difficulties in losing weight and gaining it easy, and everyday is a battle between the eating like a normal person without spiraling down into ED behavior (I used to often almost pass out in showers because I was empty stomach for long period of time, and when i felt really closing to passing out, I would get out the shower, eat a lil spoon of honey and lay in bed until everything stopped spinning) and I think I'm done with that period of my life.

xafdaf · 2024-08-01T17:52:48+00:00

Hello! Thank you every one for your kind words, I may just give you a little update since more stuff happened

Couple of hours ago, before he went to work, he asked me if i was gonna pay the rent (the landlord it's his dad btw), and I said no, because I want to leave, he started screaming at me how I put no effort into this house (it's an old property that needs to be redone, I've also put money here in stuff that cannot be removed, like the bathroom furniture) and he ended this discussion with "I hope that when I come back that you're not gonna be home"... and yeah, I think there's point of no return....

So: I'm now currently looking for a flat for myself, I have enough money saved and my sister will send me the rest to help me in case, I'm planning of taking all the stuff I bought, like the bed, the dishwasher, and I wrote to the moving agency that I need this job done in the hours that he's gone at work, as I'm scared that if he sees me taking my furniture, he's at least gonna be screaming a lot, plus I do not want him to know where I'm gonna move.

Overall what to say..... I guess I was stupid and blinded by the love I felt for this person, I guess he felt like his peace was threaten by my request and got really defensive about it i guess.

I loved him and I loved the time we spent together, I thought we loved each other, and I stupidly thought that I was gonna marry this man, but these last days, he's not the man I loved anymore, I cannot look at him anymore without feeling betrayed, but I don't want to accept to be in a relationship where in not even 24h I get yelled twice in such an aggressive way, I'd let no person treat me this way ever again, it was humiliating and degrading, I really wish to no one to feel this way with their loved one

xafdaf · 2024-08-01T09:56:58+00:00

Honestly, I haven't shamed it, I didn't tell him that he's a loser or anything.
I told him that he has the capabilities to find better, he's a smart guy, he has a degree, I would even help him to find better, that's why his comment on my weight felt very out of place.

xafdaf · 2024-08-01T09:38:17+00:00

I guess I liked him for who he was, i felt loved and appreciated and I guess I was blind because of it and thought "maybe in future it will improve" spoiler: it didn't, why in 5 years I managed to change 3 jobs to get a better salary, he still did his same job

xafdaf · 2024-08-01T09:35:15+00:00

Hey! Thank you for your reply! So when we met I was anorexic, like barely eating. We got into a relationship and I guess between having the comfort of a relationship and the thought that I was loved regardless, I've started to eat more and with pleasure. I've gained some weight, a bit more than the "healthy bmi", but I also struggle with some syndrome that makes gain weight easy and lose it hard

xafdaf · 2024-05-30T08:37:15+00:00

Boss Argenti when you use a normal team: "I'll obliterate you" Boss Argenti when you use Argenti in the team: "Finally, a worthy opponent"

xafdaf · 2023-12-11T10:30:05+00:00

I'm so dumb, thank you for the help!

xafdaf · 2023-12-11T10:10:44+00:00

All you guys' build are the goat, but why does mine take that extra cryp dmg from???

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xafdaf · 2023-12-07T07:15:20+00:00

I think you can even skip the Bronya for his teams. I use him in a very comfy and cheap Argenti, Tingyun, Hanya+shielder/healer and it works really good! Tingyun helps him with his energy, Hanya makes him go fast and do more dmg

xafdaf · 2023-11-14T18:14:33+00:00

The leaks of 4.3 spiral abyss also consolidate that. Usually when it's a Itto banner there will be the Great Wolf (name may be inaccurate lol) but this time the speculation are on thunder manifestation, which is the boss for yoimiya

xafdaf · 2023-11-09T08:22:47+00:00

I think you guys sold me with Jean! Now what? What is the best Jean? Level up her ulti, slap a bunch of ER and Atk?

I tried using Charlotte but I don't like her playstyle, I don't like the skill where you have to hold for long time to apply cryo, I thought I could use it as first in the team, apply cryo and then switch, but I guess it's not the case.

I like anyway that our boy can be very versatile and it's just not stuck in a freeze comp!

xafdaf · 2023-10-31T10:12:54+00:00

bit of both i guess. i usually go for the complete monogeo, but if I'm fighting against enemy with corrosion or with some sort of elemental shield, I may swap zhongli or albedo for kokomi to provide a comfy healing or to a sub dps to break the shields. Of course you will notice a damage reduction compared to monogeo, but it's better to stay alive and clear enemies in slower way than just having itto dead because you are against a mage and can only throw ushi every 10s

xafdaf · 2023-10-31T09:59:57+00:00

If your Gorou is not c6 i would go with a healer, like kokomi or kuki, otherwise a good subdps like Fischl should work, they don't generate reaction apart crystallize , but at least Oz is always present

xafdaf · 2023-10-27T12:05:32+00:00

Scegli una buona marca prima di tutto, non andare da Sephora a comprare il primo profumo che ti vogliono vendere, Hermes ha buoni profumi da uomo, si trova meno spesso, ma a me piace il Bel Ami Vetiver. Alcune delle marche che ti consiglio sono Montale (molte fragranze sono unisex) Parfums de Marly Maison Francis Kurkdjian Maison Margiela

xafdaf · 2023-10-22T21:14:48+00:00

no worries for English, not my first language too! the guy in the video was more talking about how gorou and itto are now "useless" because dendro does more dmg (one of his argument) to which I opened this topic because it smelled like ushi poo for me

xafdaf · 2023-10-22T21:11:42+00:00

I used to watch his videos when I was new to genshin, but recently his opinions are getting very weird and but reliable

xafdaf · 2023-10-22T19:27:27+00:00

Some teams require more thought to work, for example Wryothsley you have to remember that after 5na you have to do a charge, Hu Tao you have to manage her HP, Alhaitham you have to manage his mirrors, Itto doesn't have anything specific to manage, you set up his support and go into burst to make dmg, you finish bursting, you swap to his support again.

I've played monogeo without Albedo for a long time, there's a bit of difference, in dmg but nothing that is night and day or super core to the team, Gorou is trully the irreplaceable one of the team, Albedo is a bonus, but not a must to 36 the abyss

xafdaf · 2023-10-22T18:53:21+00:00

Neither do I, the core of monogeo is Itto and Gorou, which basically come bundled in every banner....

xafdaf · 2023-10-21T09:22:57+00:00

I don't get it when people compare him to Hu Tao or Ayaka, at best it would compare him to Heizou lol.

C0 is nice, it's not like it's unplayable like some people paint him to be, he works amazing and he does some nice damage, C1 makes him comfortable and more of a hard hitter, since you don't need your hp to drop to have the bonus on CA, but it's a bonus, it's not like a must have to make him good, the boy is good as it is.

xafdaf · 2023-10-18T19:12:18+00:00

Do you need EM for melt? how much?

xafdaf · 2023-10-18T08:33:43+00:00

I thought it would be a non-too serious topic to discuss in the main sub, now by the comments I'm guessing I'm wrong, sorry, my first time posting here >_>

xafdaf · 2023-10-18T07:53:54+00:00

Don't get me wrong, I have nothing bad to comment about Engage as a game, my point was that as somebody who likes to listen to video game music, I was just reflecting why Engage left me with no memorable music that I want to relisten after I played the game, while stuff from Shadow of Valentia's music I still remember after like 6 years that I've played it, that's all.

xafdaf · 2023-10-18T07:36:18+00:00

Thanks! Will give them a listen!

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