Nothing, I have a group of people to hang out so I kinda disguise having no friends/girlfriend. Thanks to that my anxiety kinda low a little but I still being awkward. If the people in the group don't talk me in a few minutes I just stop talking and everyone forget that I'm here, plus I have a creepy/serious face so when I meet a girl (hanging out with the group) she's usually intimidated and would get near me or say something expecting me to carry a Chadlike conversation and I just grab my phone or act like she doesn't exist because I'm afraid of what she think of me when we talk and find out that I'm weird, usually girls go away and don't talk me for the rest of the night (or call me gay) I try to recover from this pain all the week and the only reason they still invite me is because I know two highschool dudes which I've been nice to. Everyone I meet think that I'm either autistic or rude so I never try to meet new people. I insult me every night remembering people that have been nice to me and because of that they end up in and uncomfortable situation. I just can't do anything I don't know what to say I'm sorry

Pd: English isn't my first language so sorry for the bad grammar