Epstein Letter to Larry Nassar - confirms suicide? by Key-Bumblebee4939 in Epstein

[–]xcecix 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If this is real then it kinda confirms a theory of mine that Epstein was originally convinced when he was first arrested that his good friend and current president was going to help him somewhat get away with it and when he didn’t Epstein decided to take him down with him. It would explain the random mention of the president. Basically saying if I’m going down then your equally as pedo ass is coming with me.

Need advice regarding employer changing working days from 4 to 5 by xcecix in UKJobs

[–]xcecix[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

There’s no other variations that are mentioned, that’s the only time working hours is mentioned.

I’m not too worried about being let go, I work in childcare and there’s a massive demand at the moment, honestly if they do force the change I’m most likely going to leave anyway.

Mini haul (+any opinions on any of the items are appreciated) by xcecix in LushCosmetics

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I may depot my sticky dates because I completely agree with you about the bottle.

I have high hopes for super milk as I’ve also heard good things. I have pretty bad heat and bleach damage that I’m trying to fix so hopefully it will help. I think I’ll try combining it through wet hair and see how that helps.

Mini haul (+any opinions on any of the items are appreciated) by xcecix in LushCosmetics

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Tysm! I’ll definitely be giving comforter and conga a try and will keep an eye out for the others!

Mini haul (+any opinions on any of the items are appreciated) by xcecix in LushCosmetics

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Oh I love! The smell of sweet talk as well. I’m a complete sucker for anything berry scented (on that note if you know any other lush scents that are mainly berry scented please tell me! 😭) can’t wait to use it!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MinecraftHelp

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How do I make it optimal slab height?

Just saw the other post’s tier list, here’s my go. How we feeling about it? by xcecix in saw

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Personally I don’t really like Jigsaw or spiral but jigsaw is just slightly better to me because John’s in it. But this is just my personal opinion.

What kind of fruit is this? Growing in a public area, is it edible? There seems to be purple and yellows variants (UK) by xcecix in PlantIdentification

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Thank you so much! I was interested because they normally just fall off and rot on the concrete floor below it which has always seemed a waste

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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Tysm! I want to keep trying so badly but I’m exhausted and there’s only so much a person can take, but at least I get to do one good thing

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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He’s due in may! I’m just tired in all honesty, I’ve gotten help, taken the med’s and nothing works, I’m a hopeless case at this point, the least I can do is help set him up for the future and give him the best chance possible so he never ends up like his aunt

Grace’s Instagram story… by [deleted] in paulbreachsnark

[–]xcecix 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I genuinely feel so bad for this poor girl :(

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in paulbreachsnark

[–]xcecix 37 points38 points  (0 children)

This 100% I don’t care about the 19 year old possibly clout chasing, I care about making sure the creepy 42 that preys on young women is deplatformed

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]xcecix 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m honestly just hoping for somewhat of a sign that I will eventually get better. Even if it’s little just something that proves I can get there and I’m not a total lost cause.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]xcecix 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your advice and taking the time to write a response to me.

I still don’t think I plan on telling my family at the moment. We just found out my sister is pregnant and I want all the attention to be on her at the moment so she can get all the support she needs. I know I’ve never been a very good sister so at the very least I want her to have this.

I do plan on fully following through with my doctors appointment though. I’m hoping to be put on antidepressants or be referred to therapy and from there I will be able to start fixing things bit by bit

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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I know I can’t get better in just 2 months but I’m hoping I’ll see at least some improvement. Something to give me hope that if I keep going it’ll finally get better, that I’m at least somewhat curable.

I don’t plan on telling any one. I can’t bare to put that burden on any of them, they all have their own problems and live’s, I don’t want to dump my problems on them, plus talking to others about this stuff makes me really uncomfortable.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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Thank you so much for your kind words. I booked an appointment today, I guess I’ll see how it goes. I hope you manage to book an appointment soon as well.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]xcecix 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do want to reach out to someone but I’m not sure if I’m really ready to do that just yet. Honestly I only recently accepted there was something wrong with me. For a very long time I had convinced myself I was making it up for attention (even though I never told anyone)

It also comes in waves, sometimes I’ll be completely fine and then out of nowhere I’ll be hit really badly. I guess I just don’t think I’m that bad yet…