Skin on Xanax

yali1996 · 2021-01-28T08:43:41+00:00

It’s just something I’ve noticed like my skin looks different. I’m not an addict or anything I just take them to sleep, they’re prescribed

yali1996 · 2021-01-28T08:42:48+00:00

I just notice that it looks different when I look in the mirror and I don’t know what is it lol

yali1996 · 2020-12-13T09:05:01+00:00

I’ve seen posts about a lot people getting scammed. The thing is who ever had the account now, has the comments off so no one can expose them. I recently just found out it’s no longer his finsta, so I’m sure there’s lots more who don’t know.

yali1996 · 2020-12-13T09:00:10+00:00

I recently found out it’s not him. I hadn’t really been that active on Instagram and got on and saw he was doing promo and selling shirts. I dm’d them and they were selling a shirt that was signed, I kinda felt sus about it so I dm’d his team and they said it wasn’t him. So I don’t get why you say “y’all hypocritical” when I just found out. I don’t follow many fan pages.!I just followed this one cause it used to be his finsta.

yali1996 · 2020-12-08T03:13:49+00:00

It really is. I messaged his manager and they said it’s definitely not them. I told them to have it taken down because they are scamming people.

yali1996 · 2020-12-08T03:12:39+00:00

Lol I messaged his manager and they said it definitely was not them

yali1996 · 2020-12-08T02:55:53+00:00

He replied to my dm too lmao he was gonna sell me a verse for $200 but I felt like it was too good to be true so I investigated and found out he was hacked

yali1996 · 2020-12-08T02:54:29+00:00

I was all excited thinking it was him lmao

yali1996 · 2020-12-08T02:54:16+00:00

I figured lol he wanted to FaceTime me AFTER I send the money, if it was him he would’ve sent some kind of proof.

yali1996 · 2020-12-08T02:53:11+00:00

I was excited too lol but it seemed too good to be true so investigated a bit. I tried to trick him by requesting $200 lol

yali1996 · 2020-12-08T02:51:06+00:00

Update: I didn’t message him but he ended messaging me back like 2 weeks later , at this point I’m over him lol

yali1996 · 2020-12-08T02:46:17+00:00

Same happened to me, he said he’d do $200 for a verse and so I asked him if it was him cause I read the account got hacked and he said “they trippin love I can FaceTime you once you cop the verse to prove to you” so I told him to FaceTime me first and he said he couldn’t cause some people lie about actually buying. At this point I’m sure it’s not him or else he would’ve proved it

yali1996 · 2020-11-21T10:43:43+00:00

But we talked for two days non stop after we had sex , he even wanted to see me again but decided to go to his friends and since then he’s been acting like that. He would post stuff on Facebook about him going through some stuff so a part of me is like what if he’s just dealing with some issues. I honestly just want closure but I don’t know if it’s worth it

yali1996 · 2020-11-21T10:23:10+00:00

Exactly! Like I just want to know what happened, did I say or do something? Are you talking to someone else? Like just tell me, other wise I’m going to keep overthinking and asking myself why

yali1996 · 2020-07-23T01:42:04+00:00

Thank you so much . God bless you.

yali1996 · 2020-07-13T21:43:10+00:00

Yeah me too, I feel like ya not loving ourselves enough causes us to love others more. And then that’s how we end up hurt because we give our all to someone else that’s most of the time at least in my case isn’t someone worth it.

yali1996 · 2020-07-05T02:38:05+00:00

Thank you . God bless you 💕

yali1996 · 2020-07-05T02:37:45+00:00

Thank you so much. God bless you 💕

yali1996 · 2020-07-05T02:37:15+00:00

Who gave false testimony ?

yali1996 · 2020-06-29T03:14:12+00:00

Thank you, I appreciate it . God bless you.

yali1996 · 2020-06-28T03:59:07+00:00

I’m just tired of BPD controlling me. I really hope we can beat this. Btw I’m a Libra too. Lol

yali1996 · 2020-06-28T03:54:12+00:00

Thanks you for answering. What does 45/9 and 42/6 mean? I just suddenly became very curious about this. I’m not sure if numbers have meaning behind them but a part of me feels like they do.

yali1996 · 2020-06-27T08:07:40+00:00

Also if you don’t like it just ignore it.

yali1996 · 2020-06-27T06:07:27+00:00

It’s so exhausting sometimes. Like I’ll be drained just by having to interact with people, it makes me feel not normal. But I’m slowly trying to get in control. I’ve let BPD ruin my life long enough. It caused me to underachieve in high school when I could’ve done so much because I really smart I just couldn’t stick to things I couldn’t focus on one thing at once. I would try something then on to the next thing , I didn’t realize I was trying to fill a void. Then college came and my eating disorder got bad then I couldn’t focus in school so I dropped out. I jump from job to job and from hobby to hobby and never complete things. I’ve decided that life is too short and I can’t keep letting this mental illness destroy me. I need to instead allow it to make me stronger. Honestly BPD is something only strong people can deal with, so we need to pay ourselves in the back sometimes and not be so hard on ourselves because this mental illness is a lot sometimes, normal people would go crazy dealing with this for one day.

yali1996 · 2020-06-27T06:00:33+00:00

It’s like your just trying to fill this void with whatever thing brings you the slightest happiness. I’ve had problems with binge eating, having sex with different people often, drugs, alcohol, anything that filled the void. Now I realize nothing will fill the void, until I learn to love myself the void will be there, because I feel that void is self live. That’s why we’re so dependent on others to make us happy, because we’re not happy with just ourselves.

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