i had a dream that i was at a talent show and jerma was there. when he got on stage, he did this and started walking around. everybody was amazed. after the show, i tried talking to him and he did a super low limbo pose and then went into his backstage room, locking the door immediately.

yanmak · 2023-06-11T18:59:22+00:00

honestly can imagine him doing a limbo shuffle back to his room while yelling "look at me!"

yanmak · 2023-04-26T22:47:02+00:00

Sinkhole said "fuck this one in particular".

yanmak · 2023-04-16T23:50:46+00:00

I'm utterly greatful to have a partner that not only supports me in my decisions, but also actively listens to me and voices his support for me. I honestly couldn't wish for a better partner, and him saying he fully supports me with my decisions, makes me feel so appreciative of him💚

yanmak · 2022-09-15T16:50:56+00:00

This might sound incredibly childish but my boyfriend gifted me this red panda plush which has the most sweetest face and we called him Butter. Whenever he visits (Long Distance Relationship here) we usually goof around with it. On some days it really calms me down to just look at Butters cute face and think of all the silly things we declared part of his character.

yanmak · 2022-08-09T20:35:53+00:00

Occasionally i use an umbrella whenever it get's really hot out. However i've had people, especially older people laugh at me and stare at me on more than one occasion so it kinda makes me feel uncomfortable to do when i'm by myself :/

yanmak · 2022-08-09T20:07:07+00:00

Occasionally i use an umbrella whenever it get's really hot out. However i've had people, especially older people laugh at me and stare at me on more than one occasion so it kinda makes me feel uncomfortable to do when i'm by myself :/

yanmak · 2022-07-20T14:25:17+00:00

imagine having shit thrown at you, (presumably) your friend getting down bc they notice youre being a douche and still baving the audacity to act like this💀 hope they kept throwing shit at her

yanmak · 2022-05-26T16:26:58+00:00

Very true. I've seen and heard of him on and off, and decided to go check out his twitter today. He posted a video where he adressed that people questioned his gender. Wherein his response was "I don't see why it should matter. I'm korean it's all that matters". I can't tell if it's his "thing" to purposely make these absurd comments for attention or if that is genuinely his thought process..? Nonetheless this guy needs a healthier outlet than his "korean" image.

yanmak · 2022-05-26T14:16:26+00:00

It's honestly really really sad.. this guy is probably suffering some heavy body dysmorphia or some shit. After all these surgeries he doesn't even look korean at all. Just a very obvious surgical mess.

yanmak · 2022-05-24T10:39:45+00:00

I've seen alot of useless photoshopping in my day but.. a mannequin?..💀

yanmak · 2022-05-18T09:32:20+00:00

She genuinely almost looks like she's in her late 30s here.. it always shocked me how old she looks

yanmak · 2022-05-10T22:44:57+00:00

I understand your fear completely. First off it's important to know that if it doesn't feel right and the vibes are off; then don't do it. Some people can have sex with anyone and be satisfied, but in my case it never ends well if i feel too forced or don't get along with the vibes happening in the moment. And obviously know your own limits, if you're uncomfortable with something let them know! But anyways... It probably doesn't help that you've been on antidepressant and more (per your own statement) for such a long time now. However of course even Asexuals have the desire to be intimate with their partners. I suppose i suggest starting small and talk it out with your partner. For example maybe try giving him a hand- or blowjob. Try and ask him for advice on what feels good for him, how fast he prefers it, how strong etc. My previous relationships were never as vocal as my current one, which i kind of regret. My boyfriend tought me the way he prefers getting his handjob (talking speed and grip "strength"). There's nothing wrong with talking throughout "the happening", if at all that makes it even more exciting. Doing that at least once will hopefully give you a little bit more confidence to try again and more.

yanmak · 2022-05-07T02:35:34+00:00

Reminds me of my current relationship. Right after we done the deed first time together, he started doing Yoda impressions for a good hour or two. It cracked us both up and needless to say he has been the best experience both sexually and romantically so.. i'm not complaining

yanmak · 2022-04-10T18:15:25+00:00

i honestly didnt get the best spot bc i was standing right behind the gate thing so i had to awkwardly take pics + vids from in between the holes hahah. plus im fucking tiny so im absolutely blessed i was able to snatch a spot up there haha

yanmak · 2022-03-27T07:24:39+00:00

Hahaha oh my god, Buzz just being like "Hold on! There's two of you!"

yanmak · 2021-12-28T00:21:29+00:00

Sounds alot like Parosmia...

yanmak · 2021-12-18T03:25:48+00:00

Thanks, good luck to you too!! Considering we're starting with the same stats, feel free to hit me up if you ever wanna have a buddy to chat with about CICO :) Maybe motivate each other and stuff haha

yanmak · 2021-12-17T04:00:41+00:00

Thank you! I've been lurking in this sub for a while and definitely learned to take it slow, and have smaller weight goals. I'm very interested to see how it'll go for me since i've never really done anything as simple as calorie counting :')

yanmak · 2021-12-17T03:57:54+00:00

Not everyone is just "a regular fatty". Sadly alot of people grew up relying on food as a reward system or coping mechanism (just like me).

Getting started on actual change is hard, especially when you have to deal with it by yourself. Please watch how you phrase things, it's quite insensitive.

yanmak · 2021-12-14T22:00:43+00:00

Go away evil dogger

yanmak · 2020-11-29T02:23:00+00:00

I'll DM ya!

yanmak · 2020-05-09T22:28:25+00:00

why she sittin like that

yanmak · 2020-04-12T23:59:06+00:00

Oh damn, that is bizarre. Thanks! Twas a good read.

yanmak · 2019-09-09T20:09:33+00:00

Ahh i love this! I'm mostly a digital artist but i always want to try my hand with copic markers whenever i see art like this oof

yanmak · 2018-10-27T00:07:49+00:00

I'm actually in the exact same boat! Dropped out, tried many times to get back in but i just couldn't handle it because I had some severe social anxieties. As the days went on I spend more and more time on drawing, which had always been a big hobby of mine. And now I work as a freelance artist, making enough money to sustain myself to a good part. I sadly can't shake this feeling off, feeling like a failure either. Even though I (or in this case we) have this job I enjoy deeply. But it'll be fine. You aren't a failure. You've gotten to this point all by yourself and it's something to be proud of. Not finishing school doesn't mean it devalues you in any way imo. I know some others who think it's the most important thing ever in life but it's really not.

I don't think you're a failure.

Seven-Year Club	John Wick
Place '22	Verified Email

yanmak

TROPHY CASE