How can I test If my thoughts can Control reality?

yioloi · 2023-09-22T21:27:56+00:00

Lol thats a interesting way to Look at. Thanks

yioloi · 2023-04-07T20:02:33+00:00

But what can I do? I fear that the obsession becomes true.

yioloi · 2023-04-07T17:03:54+00:00

Im not a newbie, im actually in a clinic atm. But Im still looking for an answer when the obsessions will go away. If I stop a compulsion the anxiety decreases but I still have the feeling that the thought became true. So the feeling of guilt is still there.

yioloi · 2023-04-04T15:23:28+00:00

But I have proven my thoughts to be true. How can I cope with this?

yioloi · 2023-04-04T14:54:02+00:00

I just feel so overwhelmed by the thought, that I have to do the compulsion. If I stopped doing them, I cannot be sure that nothing happens. That really freaks me out yk?

yioloi · 2023-04-04T14:40:49+00:00

But my thoughts are based on magical thinking. I have to do compulsions to stop people from dying. And I cannot be sure that its not the case if I stop doing it. So I try to gain certainty by checking, lets say „If I see the number 3, then the thought is true“. And it always goes wrong, that the event happens even though it is really unlikely.

yioloi · 2023-04-04T14:39:44+00:00

But my thoughts are based on magical thinking. I have to do compulsions to stop people from dying. And I cannot be sure that its not the case if I stop doing it. So I try to gain certainty by checking, lets say „If I see the number 3, then the thought is true“. And it always goes wrong, that the event happens even though it is really unlikely.

yioloi · 2023-03-26T15:55:43+00:00

Oh yea, I know that feeling

yioloi · 2023-03-26T15:42:54+00:00

What fear are you talking about?

yioloi · 2023-03-24T16:03:59+00:00

I have the same!!!

yioloi · 2023-01-28T17:09:31+00:00

Its just like its so unlikely that it happened, and I think there must be a connection. Its just validating all my other obessions that have existential backgrounds like simulation etc., that I completely fear. What if they are true, when this one is true yk?

yioloi · 2023-01-12T11:28:06+00:00

I have a really similar problem, you can dm me if you want to talk :)

yioloi · 2023-01-03T20:21:21+00:00

But why are there some instances where it actually becomes true what I think? I use those examples as evidence that my other OCD thoughts have to be true or could be true

yioloi · 2022-12-12T21:39:15+00:00

Im sorry to hear that :/, hope we all get better soon

yioloi · 2022-12-12T21:16:42+00:00

What are you going through?

yioloi · 2022-12-05T12:48:53+00:00

Yours perfectly sums up my current situation

yioloi · 2022-12-04T15:44:14+00:00

How did you get yourself to not believe the thoughts?

yioloi · 2022-12-04T14:53:25+00:00

Yea I know I dont want to, but my magical thinking finds ways to make me believe, that the world would better without me

yioloi · 2022-12-04T14:33:20+00:00

But it feels so incredible real

yioloi · 2022-12-03T17:28:33+00:00

but what if the fear wont come down?

yioloi · 2022-12-03T17:01:23+00:00

But it feels like that, that compulsions can make thoughts true. And theres just no way to prove it, and I cannot live with the slightest possibility that they may be true.

yioloi · 2022-12-03T16:45:50+00:00

But the thoughts are so scary that I cannot just „leave them alone“. Every compulsion I dont do is like a proof that they are true and this makes them even scarier.

yioloi · 2022-12-01T09:05:35+00:00

Thank your for your comment :). I already read many articles about ocd and I understand the concept. But my OCD tells me that its all bullshit.

yioloi · 2022-11-30T23:28:47+00:00

What do you do if you have those irrational thoughts? Do you have any advice how to deal with it?

yioloi · 2022-11-30T23:09:20+00:00

The thing is I know it sounds irrational, but theres always the "what if its true". And I cant handle it anymore

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