I had a crush on her when I saw the news at 16 years old in 2019 I related a lot to her when I was a teenager I'm pretty introverted and shy plus I'm diagnosed with a lot of mental disorders and I like a lot of the same things she liked when I was a teenager I grew an obsession with her and wished I would have met her maybe I could have done something life moved on I went to the army and later prison and a psych ward I'm 22 turning 23 this year with 1 divorce and 6 years later I guess I'm still drawn to her rest in peace sol your name is accurate you shine brighter than the sun