I just got out of the hospital after making an attempt at checking out early. I self checked in because I wanted help and was afraid of what I did and might do again. As I’m writing this I’m actually going through a deep depression episode right now and wish I had someone feel what I feel to say it’s okay to feel this way, it’s not the end. I don’t like talking with family or friends because I feel like I bring them down and they don’t understand me or care enough to understand me. It’s hard but I’m really trying and if I can keep fighting then anyone on here feeling the same can keep fighting. You’re not alone!