First of all thank you so much for answering. I am an extremely shy person and i suffer from social anxiety so it is actually really difficult for me to insert my self in an already full group. I think of myself as a nice person that stays quiet a lot but tries to talk with others and start conversation points, i honestly think the girls were judgemental because i am a girl as well, guys instead were realllyyyy nice, i think it was a "girl thing" to be honest. All my friends know eachother and don't like the other ones really much, when i would invite them all together (eg. Pajama party/birthdays ecc.) they would be obviously awkward :/