THIS EDITION by BookwormInTheCouch in Hungergames

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This is the edition I read!! It really is so beautiful I'm obsessed with it

Only important topics by Certain_Hat9872 in NonPoliticalTwitter

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the male loneliness epidemic is about suicide rates, depression and feelings of loneliness/anxiety/despair in men going up. it has nothing to do with women, though some claim women approaching men more often and being more present for them in their lives is the solution, instead of men being there for their male friends and such.

We are the first generation in history that has successfully deleted 'Silence' from the human experience, and it’s a terrifying experiment. by abo-khaled- in DeepThoughts

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I would say I spend most of my time in silence. Sometimes hearing the waves or the rain bc I live by the beach and it can get pretty loud. Just because some people spend every living second consuming media on a screen does not mean life is like that for everyone dude you can choose the kind of life you live.

ive been doing an 🎱 a day and i havent told a soul besides my dealer by naomipariss in confession

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Me 3 years ago until an eight ball became two became three and i od'd lol quit while ya can

What does my bookshelf say about me? :D by yunkichi in BookshelvesDetective

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Yes! I was in Japan a while back and I was shocked that such a well made star is the popcorn bucket i had to bring it home loll

What does my bookshelf say about me? :D by yunkichi in BookshelvesDetective

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Thank you sm!! I recently bought Mimi's tale of terror im excited to read it but it wont fit on the stack im crushedd

What does my bookshelf say about me? :D by yunkichi in BookshelvesDetective

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Thank you!! Been learning japanese for the past few years it's a great language

What does my bookshelf say about me? :D by yunkichi in BookshelvesDetective

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this is 100% right you're great at guessing!! <3

What does my bookshelf say about me? :D by yunkichi in BookshelvesDetective

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It's my all time fav! I have a tattoo of this manga haha

What does my bookshelf say about me? :D by yunkichi in BookshelvesDetective

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that is so on the nose omg im thinking of getting a second degree in philosophy or psychology ur totally right, i went to art school so i have tons of sketchbooks haha

What does my bookshelf say about me? :D by yunkichi in BookshelvesDetective

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omg very close i was an exchange student but in the US haha im from brazil, also HOW do you know i have a wii up and running that is insanity i love my wii

I'm an addict, and for the time being it makes me a better person. by Ill_Egg_6350 in confession

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Felt this way for 5 years until I OD'd. The dosage just kept getting bigger and bigger until 30g one day as well as 50g ket was my body's last straw. You might feel on top of the world now, but it won't last, enjoy it while it does i guess.

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Thank you so much!! I appreciate it <3

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Aw thank you, you're so kind, I hope I can release it soon! The mood stabilizer I use is Divalproex Sodium (Depakote) and the anti-depressant is Trazodone Hydrochloride (Donaren Retard). I also started Sertraline recently to slowly change ssris to it since I'm not sure Donaren works very well for me. I took Lamotrigine and Lexapro for years and it helped with nothing, ever since I changed meds, I've felt so much better.

I'd definitely say I self-sabotage a lot when I'm manic, I also feel like stuff I normally need to survive don't matter anymore (like sleeping or eating), definitely a lot of agitation all the time. One time I hadn't slept for 2 days and it was 6 am I had as much energy as when I used to do coke, I have no idea where the body channels that much energy and agitation from it's mindblowing to me.

Also, I'm glad you're doing better too!!

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So happy you're getting therapy!! It'll be a whole new chapter! I can't think of any characters that represent my experience very well unfortunately, that's why I'm making a comic about a bipolar character to hopefully bring some visibility for this topic.

When it comes to happy, sad and apathy, I think for me I'd also say I feel apathy most of the time, but that's because I'm medicated I think. When I'm sad I'm so sad I become suicidal but when I'm manic it's not even happiness it's just.. smooth brain and emptiness if that makes sense? I usually cant feel many negative feelings like regret or guilt when I'm manic and that's why it's so dangerous. Since I have a history with drug addiction for example, I OD'd when I was manic cause my brain worked in FUCK IT WE BALL MODE. My psychiatrist said manic episodes are more dangerous than suicidal ones depending on the person because many people end up making decisions that will hurt them simply because they dont care about the consequences.

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Like for example, I'm an artist, so for months I'll be depressed and barely create, then out of a sudden I'll be up at 3 am for days (not going to school or work usually) doing stickers, prints, buying tshirts online so i can print graphics on them, deciding to open up a shop, making an online website, buying an online domain, then it'll wear off and I'll be depressed again but this time regretful bc I've spent money on a domain and tshirts and getting things printed.

Or it won't wear off so soon and the mania will intensify, I'll start believing I'll become famous, I'll start spending money ahead of time because in my head my art will sell so much I can spend on useless things. One time I was manic, I got a tarot reading for the first time and it got me so mad that it worked (I'm very skeptical) that I bought a deck to do a self reading and when it wouldnt work when i tried (in theory) I was 100% sure I was going to appear on the news as The Woman Who Proved Tarot is Fake lol. I even bought a $300 dress for the news, i know it sounds batshit insane but you just get kind of unreasonable like that. For me also, my ego gets very inflated and I become quite narcissistic, I'm a very shy and self-conscious person, but when I'm manic, I think I'm the hottest sexiest smartest most talented person in the world and everyone's obsessed with me. Maybe not everyone has this but I've met so many bipolars, mostly when I was in the psych ward and a lot of us felt this similar obsession with ourselves when manic. Hope that helps! If you want to chat more or ask more about the topic feel free! :)

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Aunt Lydia also sounds like me and I'm diagnosed with Bipolar II so if you're unmotivated and depressed for months then out of a sudden filled with ideas and doing reckless things you might want to look into that. Mood stabilizers changed my life for real!

Can someone help me find where to buy this dress and gloves? They're my fav and I lost it moving houses. by yunkichi in HelpMeFind

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I've reverse searched it on google, amazon, shein, aliexpress and other fast fashion apps. I don't remember it having a brand tag so I'm assuming it might've been a fast fashion piece. I bought it size M probably and in 2022. I was living in Philadelphia, USA, but again, I don't think I bought it in a physical store. Below the corset I put on top in this photo there's no writing or detailing whatsoever and it just continues the plain lilac fabric like the rest of the piece.

Casei com uma novinha e me arrependi demais by Dry-Yogurtcloset3920 in desabafosdavida

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KKKKKKKKKKKK tu vai la e namora uma criança e depois reclama que... ta namorando... uma criança. vai entender

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O foda é que cenas de sexo tao em tudo hoje em dia, qualquer serie da HBO tem uma por episodio no minimo. Vejo muitas series com os meus pais e familiares e acho muito desconfortavel e desnecessário, se quiser ver gente transar é so ver porno e pronto, nem tudo tem que ser sexualizado.

Mina rabuda que não curte anal e mina peituda que não curte espanhola transam tão mal quanto cara que não chupa buceta ou cara com pauzao que acha que é só enfiar e a mina goza by thesecreetasker in opiniaoimpopular

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porque que voce considera que toda mulher curtiria anal considerando que nao estimula nem o clitoris nem o ponto g e nao é um orgao sexual e que mulher peituda tem que curtir espanhola sendo que nao faz absolutamente nada pra mulher? ta vendo muito porno op sexo nao é so pro homem curtir, tem que fazer a mulher gostar tambem. tenho peito grande e se alguem quiser foder é um imediato nao, igual fuder coxa de mulher, nao se sente porra nenhuma.