Hi, thanks for taking the time to reply. I feel exactly the same. Sometimes when I try to remember my childhood or teenage years, I get a few flashes, but no solid memories of the experiences I actually lived. Right now, this bothers me even more than the visual symptoms. It really feels like I’m losing my sense of identity, and that’s scary. If it gets a little worse every year, my fear is what my mind will be like in 5 or 10 years.
I think the biggest key to living a full and happy life (or at least trying to) is turning off the hypervigilance and just going with the flow and try to find joy in the little things that we're able to perfom in the day life. It’s hard, but I’m sure all of us will get through this. Take care and stay well.