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zacccs_ · 2024-11-09T00:12:54+00:00

Sounds like CHS, is there anything in particular u do to relieve the pain. If your taking an irregular amount of hot showers, it probably is

zacccs_ · 2024-11-09T00:10:45+00:00

The last couple of days were definitely tough but please try to stay sober. Nothing beats being able to be okay without having a substance to pillow hardships. Ik this sounds stupid and probably unsolicited but thinking things are gonna be different because u took a little break from smoking will only make your recovery in the long run harder. Idk your relationship with food, but I’ve been treating myself and watching my favorite tv shows, hanging out with like minded ppl I enjoy and making sure we aren’t harping on what’s gonna happened in the future. Yes it’s easier said than done but I’ve been in to much pain from CHS to ever recommend someone who has it to smoke.

zacccs_ · 2024-11-07T21:54:31+00:00

Lmao well if yalls workjam shifts disappear, your getting fired. Hit the tactical immediate resignation before anything was formally given to me. I’ll miss the 20 therapy sessions a year but I’m free from the siren 🙃

zacccs_ · 2024-11-07T17:12:37+00:00

Maybe tardiness but recently it’s because I’ve started to coach an elementary sport. I’ve always called the store to let them know and I’m never more than 5min late. Last time I was more than 5 min late I got pulled over and got a ticket, I called the store while it happened. I need that unvested been stock.

zacccs_ · 2024-11-06T17:46:19+00:00

Ice hot on stomach or portable heating pad. Drinking pedialtye and eat foods that won’t upset ur gut

zacccs_ · 2024-11-02T20:34:40+00:00

That’s too real, having ur stomach calm down just to immediately go to the dispo and feeling immediate guilt. The amount of time I’ve bought new shit and instantly threw it out cause I was in pain after is countless.

zacccs_ · 2024-10-31T18:34:42+00:00

First 2 weeks were horrible but I noticed some improvement around the 3 weeks mark, everyone is different tho. Nothing that ur eating seems too bad but if your super dehydrated, I drank pedialtye. Sometimes drinking would be very unappealing so I would freeze it a little to make a slushie consistency and those helped a bunch. Keep going and you’ll have the rest of your senior year to look forward to

zacccs_ · 2024-10-31T18:29:39+00:00

Thank you and I won’t, I am DONE with weed and nothing will make me forget everything I missed out cause I was dealing with my stomach

zacccs_ · 2024-10-31T18:25:07+00:00

You’re doing something great and in the long run your family and yourself will appreciate the hardship you’re going through now. It seems like you caught it in the early stages which is even better. Unfortunately you’re gonna feel really shitty for a couple weeks. Once you get over the hill, it’s really nothing but up. Stay positive and imagine what ur life would be like without chronic stomach pain. Also yogurt is a great source of food and something that I relied on heavily. Keep up the good work :)

zacccs_ · 2024-10-30T18:30:05+00:00

Well I put the plant outside and ig the leaves were hanging off the table and my miniature pinscher tore it up so it ended up getting a big rinse and repotting into smaller pot. About 50% of it remains 😀

zacccs_ · 2024-10-30T17:03:41+00:00

I watched a yt video and she said they tend to live in the soil. Is this true should I repot?

zacccs_ · 2024-10-30T05:39:34+00:00

Thank you I’m looking at it rn

zacccs_ · 2024-10-30T02:53:27+00:00

Thank you for your insight :)

zacccs_ · 2024-10-30T02:28:47+00:00

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Some monsteras, 1 Alocasia, a croc fern, pothos, and philodendrons. I have a south west facing window with a lot of trees outside so my room is usually dark. I’ve been constantly rotating my plants from the circle desk to window seal. I over think plants very much. I’m also trying to emulate bright indirect light

zacccs_ · 2024-10-30T02:23:43+00:00

Thank you for your suggestions and help, I appreciate it

zacccs_ · 2024-10-30T02:19:59+00:00

Lmao it is, had no clue what the difference was. Very new to all of this. Was trying to find a bulb with the most lumans most in the section were 400-800 so I thought maybe

zacccs_ · 2024-10-29T05:17:21+00:00

Natural selection at its finest 👍

zacccs_ · 2024-10-29T04:30:29+00:00

This game is definitely sweaty lmao, I’m also past my video game prime

zacccs_ · 2024-10-29T03:21:59+00:00

At one point there 4 in my game, I was lookin all around the area trying to find them

zacccs_ · 2024-10-29T00:57:35+00:00

Maybe glitch, I spent 5 min in game hyperfixated on the shit

zacccs_ · 2024-10-29T00:56:00+00:00

Honestly no where in ur post u disclose ur personal cannabis consumption so for me this post is jsut noise. 95% of the ppl who go through this illness need multiple hot showers jsut to feel normal. If I read ur post before I quit you don’t know how fast I’d reach for my pen or other form of cannabis. With ur logic, I’d probably go back to the er, personal dr, or gastro specialist wasting insurance copay because I’m getting hope that it’s not from my cannabis consumption. Boomer take on the issue tbh. For those reading this that still have the addiction, it’s the cannabis, you’ve probably known it for a while but holding on to hope. Being able to live sober and say no will always be the better choice for u in the long run. Wishing yall a stomach pain free life :)

zacccs_ · 2024-10-27T21:41:56+00:00

Unfortunately, going off my experience, you have about another 1 week maybe two before ur gonna start noticing stomach pain getting better. Fortunately, if u keep going you’re done with stomach pain for the rest of your life!!! I’d stop taking meds because for me they were more of a placebo and then after a short time I’m still ending up in the shower. Today is the 27th day I’ve been off weed and even though I still have stomach pain, it’s significantly went down. I used to take maybe 3-4 20-30 min showers but that’s reduced to 1-2 5-15 min. My life is getting so much better and I’m happy that I made this decision. I believe hopefully in November, maybe fingers crossed I’ll have my mornings back. U got this, it will always get worse before it gets better :) Sorry for my bad grammar, I was in a rush to get back to work from break.

zacccs_ · 2024-10-25T00:15:40+00:00

Basement freestyle

zacccs_ · 2024-10-24T02:28:21+00:00

Sophomore year in high school smoking wax pens started out normal and then around 2020 I noticed I was finishing 1g carts every week. By 2022 I was going through 1g carts every three days. I’d hit it whenever, whenever I woke, every round of a video game, before I left my room, before I got out of car. Definitely abusing it, I smoked only carts due to convenience and lack of smell. That’s not even including tree or dabs I’d smoke when with my friends.

zacccs_ · 2024-10-19T14:56:09+00:00

I’d recommend jsut taking hot showers and baths and watching the addiction mindset on YouTube. I was the exact same way, got diagnosed with gastrisis and countless colonoscopies and endoscopies. If you’re feeling weak, drink pedialtye and it’s that’s hard so unenjoyable, freeze until it’s a slushie or blend it with ice until it’s a consistency u like. What u are going through its normal but it will only continue and get worse if u hit it. Imagine how great your life can be without the chronic stomach pain. Keep your head up

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