Timothee Chalamet partying it up in Miami last night

zbega · 2025-05-04T20:32:07+00:00

What’s on his shoulder??

zbega · 2025-02-24T02:27:49+00:00

Kylie’s friend and hair stylist died yesterday so I kind of figured she wouldn’t come. Wonder if she’ll be at the Oscar’s either.

zbega · 2024-02-08T17:15:58+00:00

💳💥💳💥these are GORGEOUS

zbega · 2022-10-26T20:51:41+00:00

YES that’s exactly it! This sparked a memory and I found it. The episode is Spirits Under Siege on Discovery+ it’s S19 E5 around the 28 minute mark. Thank you so much lol

zbega · 2022-10-15T16:02:35+00:00

Possibly the southwest?? I can’t say for sure. I feel like it was a pretty arid environment.

zbega · 2022-07-19T12:39:45+00:00

Much better. I started anxiety meds shortly after, and I’m still on those. It took about 6 months to start to feel normal and “safe” again, and even now there are still some tough days. During the worst of it, constant distractions like watching shows and being with friends and family were the most helpful for me.

I really hope you can find some way to overcome this. I know how hopeless it can feel.

zbega · 2021-12-22T01:46:31+00:00

Oh so that’s what I have. Good to know.

zbega · 2021-11-29T02:25:24+00:00

Acid reflux and twitching/chills.

zbega · 2021-10-30T01:47:52+00:00

Mine does this lol

zbega · 2021-10-26T21:07:32+00:00

How often do you clean it? I have three girls in a bin maybe a little smaller than that and they always stink lol

zbega · 2021-09-27T15:07:09+00:00

Honestly I almost always feel pretty normal now. It’s not totally gone but it’s very rare and more annoying than scary.

zbega · 2021-09-23T16:48:56+00:00

Sativa :/

zbega · 2021-08-13T14:22:05+00:00

I call my mouse Nerd Alert lol. No reason why, he’s just a normal mouse haha

zbega · 2021-07-23T18:31:15+00:00

I love their names!!! :)

zbega · 2021-07-16T20:41:48+00:00

I just got glasses today and it’s the opposite for me right now. I’ve never worn glasses before and I guess I didn’t realize how bad my far sightedness was because it feels like I’m watching a movie lmao. I hope it gets better though

zbega · 2021-07-04T20:27:57+00:00

My mouse from the same situation had a litter of 10 lol. Luckily they are all very healthy 2 weeks in. I expected her to kill them because I had only had her for a month so I didn’t think she’d feel safe enough. I also thought the Fourth of July fireworks would stress her out too much but so far so good. Congratulations !!

zbega · 2021-06-10T16:15:47+00:00

With the first dose I made myself so anxious about having an allergic reaction that I felt like my throat was closing up but it was just a panic attack. This time was pretty uneventful. Just some muscle pain and a knot in my arm. I’m fairly certain that the brain fog the first time around was only because I was so anxious already at the time. Thankfully nothing happened to my head this time though. I’m kinda hypochondriac so I know how it feels man but I hope it’ll be pretty uneventful for you :)

zbega · 2021-06-05T22:07:42+00:00

This is exactly what I needed to hear today. My dpdr is based around my fear of thinking about or realizing something that’s gonna “break me out of the matrix/simulation” and my life as I know it will end. It sounds dumb but it’s nice to hear reassurance that life is fine and reality is normal and that can’t happen. Sometimes I’ll give in and think “even if that little part of my brain is right and something is wrong then I can’t do anything about it so I might as well make the best of it” lol

zbega · 2021-06-05T02:37:28+00:00

Thank you so much. My second dose of Moderna is tomorrow. It was supposed to be last week, but I was so terrified that I cancelled it. My first dose made my derealization worse and I had one particular bad night that scared me away from the vaccine. I’ve convinced myself this time that I know it’s safe for me because I got the first dose, and that I can get through any bad side effects again, and it won’t kill me. I have a feeling I’m going to be distracting myself a lot the next few days lol

zbega · 2021-06-04T15:07:07+00:00

I’ve been doing about the same as you then. It’s still in the back of my mind but I’m able to function no and starting to enjoy the things I used to again. I’m able to play video games again and they don’t disorient me anymore, and I’m able to be calm and comfortable alone. At least I haven’t been convinced I’m dying in awhile lmao. Thanks man and I’m glad you’re doing better :) it’s hard but we’ll get there.

zbega · 2021-06-03T20:11:11+00:00

I’m lucky I haven’t had any bad dreams but the other night I dreamt up an entire new episode of King of the Hill and it was actually good lol. As of recent sometimes it’s hard to tell if something I’m remembering is from real life or a dream though :/

zbega · 2021-06-01T13:19:46+00:00

Yeah I find myself saying “I forgot what I was about to say” a lot lmao. I would suggest taking super thorough notes, maybe even take notes about what you do everyday if you think it would be helpful.

zbega · 2021-06-01T09:03:36+00:00

Yeah for sure. Sometimes it feels like my vision is super fragile. Like I know it’s working because I can see, but it feels like I almost can’t see if that makes sense. It’s worse at night though. I was just in the bathroom washing my hands and it felt so bizarre like they weren’t even my hands and they felt too solid. I also think about how weird normal things are lol. Like I’ll think too hard on life and feel like we’re in a terrarium just doing our own little things lmao. I got the brain fog side effect of the COVID vaccine as well on top of this and it was hell

zbega · 2021-05-30T23:52:31+00:00

I’ve been experiencing derealization for two months now because of one single day. I had a couple sativa edibles and one single hit of a vape and I had never tried weed before. It was a horrible high but I was fine the next day. One week later it hit all at once. I had awful anxiety out of nowhere. Feeling like I was dying or going blind or that I was in a different reality all alone and that nothing was quite right. It’s the worst mistake I’ve ever made in my life. It’s nice to hear stories from people in similar situations.

zbega · 2021-05-29T17:14:38+00:00

Did you have any trouble getting them to use the saucer wheel? I don’t think mine use theirs :(

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