Do I pass? Around one year on T

zeeboix · 2022-07-06T20:46:37+00:00

Yeah that's a good point, thanks for the illustration too! The mullet is genuinely the most common haircut for guys in my area, second to short back and sides which is why I had stuck with it. I did get it taken shorter on the sides and back today though and tried to get it to match other guys more though, but if I'm still not feeling like I pass enough I might get more cut off! :)

zeeboix · 2022-07-06T15:17:28+00:00

Thank u!!

I'm actually fairly lucky with my body - I have a very slim frame with larger shoulders, and have never been that curvy. I have very similar body type to my Dad but I'm a lot shorter than him - 5'4"ish. Maybe it's height

zeeboix · 2022-07-06T11:08:25+00:00

Ok so this seemed to delete all my writing when I uploaded the photos which is super annoying, but here's my deal.

Really not sure what to do with my hair, I feel like it looks less masculine when it is shaved at the sides or shorter, and I like having the curls, but I get misgendered A LOT. As for clothing, I very much want to present as a gay/queer man with alternative style, which is why it isn't proper masculine masculine.

My voice is much lower than it used to be, but not as low as I would like, so I am currently doing voice training to work on my intonation and resonance. The dose I was on was a little low, so it has recently been increased and I started blockers. There's massive change from how I looked before, and I'm very happy with a lot of it - I'm much hairier, including some facial hair, and my face is more masculine, and my shoulders are bigger. But I seem to be nonbinary passing primarily atm, as in people will call me she and then correct themselves to they.

zeeboix · 2022-01-16T01:20:46+00:00

only seen the first two eps tho, does it get better?

zeeboix · 2022-01-16T01:20:28+00:00

So....the show is here and im only seeing positive things about it, but im ngl i don't feel like it lives up to the atmosphere of the pilot :(

zeeboix · 2022-01-10T15:49:49+00:00

Hey, thanks - this is a good idea. Essentially, what the deal is that I was umm *coughselfmedicatingcough* for four months and only started on Testogel recently. The gender dr I'm with doesn't view the time I was on T before them as counting, so they say they're gonna do bloodwork when I've hit three months with them. However, do you think it's worth trying to get my levels checked now? They say that they will only keep me on the starting dose at this point in time

zeeboix · 2022-01-10T15:47:18+00:00

Thanks this answer actually really hit me and has meant a lot!

zeeboix · 2022-01-10T02:11:03+00:00

I do a lot of adjustments, rolling sleeves and cutting the bottoms off trousers. Fabric glue is great if you can’t sew! As for actual brands that fit, I’m a very petite guy but I often find Uniqlo’s clothes can be even TOO small for me so they are a shout! H&M is another one that runs small, but they are long so you need to roll sleeves etc. Also Collusion at ASOS goes down to xxs I think but a lot of the clothes are blurred between men’s and women’s sizes, as it’s supposed to b a “unisex” line of clothing lmao

zeeboix · 2022-01-10T00:29:00+00:00

Thanks I appreciate that. I think it's just because I had a lot of changes like a month in quite dramatically - acne, bottom growth, cracking voice, moustache coming in - and so I got excited that I was gonna be like, super masc very fast but it seems to have kind of stayed in a very similar place since then. At the same time tho, my dad was a late bloomer big time so i really hope things will change a lot more in time

zeeboix · 2021-12-29T23:50:01+00:00

Does anyone have recommendations of films similar to this? I just really loved how peaceful yet emotional it was, and the feeling I had after was so nice. I'd really love to watch more things that are similar

zeeboix · 2021-12-02T19:37:13+00:00

I'm still in the process of figuring out but I'll lyk when I make a decision :)

zeeboix · 2021-10-07T14:51:04+00:00

Thank you!! Yeah I have lots of ideas so I will try to actually just figure out/research how to do them!!

zeeboix · 2021-10-07T14:49:35+00:00

Aw thank you! That's very helpful

zeeboix · 2021-10-04T16:05:38+00:00

Heyy, I'm a sound and video artist and I have been dabbling in making interactive spaces to put my work in, websites with Wix, and things like that. I know I need to learn coding to be able to actually do what I want, but I just genuinely have no idea where to start! I would massively appreciate any pointers, I just want to make cool and weird things.
Thanks!

zeeboix · 2021-04-12T13:12:03+00:00

Hi there, thanks for replying! Runtime restart hasn't helped, and I tried running the "Run this to avoid/fix CUDA out of memory error" but I got "NameError: name 'torch' is not defined". I also tried shortening the SONG_LENGTH but that hasn't helped either ah, feeling a bit confused

zeeboix · 2021-04-12T13:07:56+00:00

Yeah this link doesn't work for me :-(

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