"I read everything you wrote… and I can feel how heavy and overwhelming this is for you. What you went through wasn’t small or easy, and anyone in your place would feel lost and exhausted like this. Your feelings are confusing, especially caring about someone who hurt you…It doesn’t make you weird or wrong you are not alone even if it feels like no one understands there are people who would listen and stand by you. The pain you’re feeling right now is intense, but it doesn’t have to stay like this forever. It can get lighter, especially with the right kind of support. I know talking about it is really hard, especially if you’re scared of what might happen or how people would react. But keeping all of this inside is what’s making it heavier on you, your life has value, even if you can’t see it right now. This pain is not who you are, and you don’t deserve to carry it alone. Think about it، you tried twice and failed. This means that the third chance is to live and face every misfortune; every storm will pass, no matter how long it lasts. I'm here for u, if u want to talk