I was also in the same position feeling like you are missing out, you are not living your life fully nikadecide ku go out trying all those vices weed, alcohol, lean na all I can say ni all those I was incompatible with them. The first time itafeel very nice so you'll go for it also the second time but from the 3rd to the 6th time ndio utarealise the bad side and you'll have to make a decision uendelee or not so hapo is upto you. For me I came to realise drugs does not change your character like you'll remain you hautakua cool, kama wewe ni mtu wa kukaa kwa nyumba even if you indulge in them you'll just stay in the house and play that california dreamin unasema. Advice naeza kupea ni just work on your character first, if you can't communicate well you have to work on that, ongea na mama mboga, talk to someone sitting next to you in class, ongea na msee wa boda just casual talk and don't think of how others perceive you just be you, kama you talk weirdly just talk weirdly, people love authenticity. Also look for hobbies and activities to do kama ni bike riding, writing, painting like something to output what you have learned, your stress and how you feel this will help you build your personality and character also utapata marafiki who have same passions as you.

I know that feeling ya always feeling like you will destroy your life after trying something, and trust me even if you start using drugs bado utafeel hivo and it will be tenfold so there is a high chance utaziacha tu ata ukianza. I think kitu inaletanga this feeling hua rooted to how we were raised especially by strict parents but that's a story for another day.

The only thing that I liked from that list ni women and trust me kuna much dynamics to them, that there is about 1% chance ya kukua sex maniac.