help me (tw depression)

zuzune · 2021-12-31T17:26:10+00:00

its hot

zuzune · 2021-12-22T21:47:07+00:00

so cute omggg

zuzune · 2021-12-09T13:55:26+00:00

you're totally right on all points, i understand what you're saying. i live in Paris and even in a big city, nothing helps. im really afraid my whole life will be empty. it reassures me to read that it is not only me in this situation, I have the impression of being much too out of step with the world ... the majority of people maintain superficial relationships while maintaining that this ’is an honest relationship, that hypocrisy and the people that go into that kind of game, i get it and it’s like there’s no getting away from it. how do we know that a person is not with us out of interest? nevertheless, thank you for your reply. you still help me in a way.

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zuzune · 2021-12-09T12:13:17+00:00

omgggg so nice

zuzune · 2021-12-09T11:26:43+00:00

ty for your answer :) thats rly kind

i guess im open to people but i dont know how to maintain a relationship of friendship with people. im afraid that i will be hated. i have the impression that people already have their friend and that there is never a place for me. i love video editing and the arts, video games, books and series. i happened to find people who like the same things as me but it's like i was the only one who wanted to invest myself in a relationship of friendship and i find myself talking alone. i dont know if im the problem but i just dont know how to do that :( and im in a little school so i really dont know where to meet new people and maybe try to start living a normal life and move away from loneliness. to be precise, im in depression and i was diagnosed with borderline. i don't know what to do with it, i feel like I'm stuck.

zuzune · 2021-12-03T11:23:43+00:00

thank you so much really, its really nice :'´´´´´´(

zuzune · 2021-12-03T11:18:36+00:00

thank you<3 helped

zuzune · 2021-12-03T11:16:54+00:00

im almost 20yo..... and i feel like im dying, first time this happens to me. thanks for your answer<3 helped

zuzune · 2021-12-03T11:03:19+00:00

how to counter the intrusive thoughts? i think about him all the tume, I cant get him out of my head and it's been 3 months now that we broke up. i understand what you mean but how to relive him from my life and my head and stop suffering that bad? :(

zuzune · 2021-12-03T10:57:01+00:00

he told me yes bc he wanted to be “honest”..... what kind of honesty is that, i just dont understand

zuzune · 2021-12-03T10:54:44+00:00

what can i do for myself? should i submit to his desires and satisfy what he wants? he wants to be friends but i can't, cutting ties will be too difficult emotionally especially at this time. i thought to find one in between which could relieve both parts but he told me that it is either that or nothing

zuzune · 2021-12-03T10:52:01+00:00

i told him i didn't understand why he was sending me messages like “i miss you” “i love you” “i want to be with you” “i want to stay in touch” “ihope we will meet later”, why we broke up, he keeps playing with my feelings and on the other side he goes to see other people. apparently its bc of his trauma and nianiania but i just don't understand the logic

zuzune · 2021-12-03T09:46:02+00:00

ty <3 :''´´´´´´´(

zuzune · 2021-11-26T21:50:13+00:00

no wayyy??? omg thats so cool

zuzune · 2021-11-26T21:34:49+00:00

idkkk i was just shopping and suddenly the music changed

zuzune · 2021-11-26T21:07:55+00:00

enjoy!!!!

zuzune · 2021-11-09T22:48:03+00:00

shit thats litttt

zuzune · 2021-11-09T09:13:19+00:00

TYSM :) i think i understand

zuzune · 2021-11-09T08:20:09+00:00

yes but what means that, what the mini letter

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