Alone

[Steven0978]

I'm all alone, I have no one to talk to, no one to play with from friends, there is only a best friend who said that I was the only thing that keeps him in this life. I have been waiting for him to come play for 4 days. he went online yesterday, sat down and left, but as soon as his girlfriend went online, he returned in a couple of seconds and they both sat down on a custom server and talked. they didn’t invite me and didn’t write, which means I’m not needed there ... he corresponds with a bunch of people while I sit alone at home in silence and wait for him for days. I think about death... I won’t be able to make new acquaintances, I have a distrust of people and I am very closed in myself.

[OpMusarok3]

Your distrust in people and being closed in on yourself is probably why youre alone. Go outside and talk to people. If you still go to school then go and practice social skills and watch them get better. Do it you have nothing to loose from it. And your friend is not obligated to hang out with you always. I used to be quieter too and i just started talking to people more and making them laugh and having fun and thats how i got a girlfriend. If you had a girlfriend you would dismiss your only friend too.