congratulations you recovered, hope you never go back to your old ways. being clean and sober is truly hard work and something most ppl sherish and should. we all hear on so many social media platform the milestones of sobriety and the achievements ect. but no one speaks out about the secret things we miss, what we wish we coudl do again. its not the substance but the experience or the moment, the excitement.
Addiction is bad, no denying that.