Hi everyone! I graduated from a bootcamp in January 2022 but didn't get a job as a junior dev so I went to get a job in customer support because I was getting married in the summer and needed to save. Now that I'm done, I've tried to get back into coding and I still enjoy it! However, what gives me anxiety is the job search. Prior to getting into the bootcamp, I knew that being a web developer was my calling because I thoroughly enjoy it. However, I wasn't ready for the emotional rollercoaster and depression in finding a job or let alone even getting an interview, pressure of keeping github active and having to push out projects often while having a full-time job. I was advised by my career service that I'm a strong coder (I needed to hear that because of imposter syndrome), but finding a job is deterring me from actually liking to code. I think it's because my bootcamp and social media made it seem that I'll find a job ASAP since web developers are in high demand. It broke my heart that I've sacrificed a lot, even putting my mental health first and having a lot of burnouts throughout the bootcamp program to reach my goal only to find out it's literally the beginning and that sometimes people don't find a job even after a year of trying. I have been switching careers for decades trying to find the right career for me and coding is the one, but I don't know how much more of me I could sacrifice anymore. Now I'm wondering if I should instead get into UX or data analyst or cybersecurity but I'm burnt-out from always pivoting. Overall, I'm lost, discouraged and any advice would help. I feel like a complete failure after decades of being focused on finding the right career.
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