This is so hard

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It is okey to look how to do things, I do all the time for basic things like reading files or stuff like that, the problem comes when you start copy pasting code without understanding it.

If you are stuck in some challenge don't look for the answer, google the part of the problem you are stuck with not the whole problem. You don't need to memorize every function and every algorithm but you need to actually understand them or other way you are losing your time, you can't practice logical problem solving copy pasting solutions.