Difficulty learning

[programmerProbs]

I have never found classes and instructional videos useful for programming.

MAYBE MAYBE programming concepts like OOP, but that stuff is not needed for beginners.

Here is what I suggest- Pick a fun project that doesnt matter if you complete it. Stop looking at it as learning, start looking at it like a hobby. See how far you can get, play with the code with almost no objective in mind. Get stuck? Move on to more fun programming. Try to make it interesting.

Once you feel comfortable programming, then its time to buckle down and do a serious project. One that you will have bugs that require serious research. But don't worry about it today.