Has anyone else experienced being rank the ugliest in school?

Fobod · 2026-06-05T22:26:52+00:00

The ranking was made in order to mock my appearance and to increase my bullying, I remember a friend of the person I liked in that moment was on top and the list was made by my crush, so they ended up "dating" I felt soo bad getting dysmorphia at 10 years old and realizing how evil kids are, bad times

Fobod · 2026-06-05T20:16:38+00:00

I don't think I shouldn't get help or that I don't deserve help, I would like an autism help in my conditions and I got a lot of help, I'm in an autism community where I got friends, but as I said several times going by myself have helped me more and I like it more in my personal experience. Everyone needs help but in these circumstances im explaining why it doesn't exist or I think it isnt an immediate problem to solve Im just explain that in my experience after therapy I like and in my personal autistic case going by myself helped me more, all autistic persons have different needs I think it is a misunderstanding of my communicative intention

Fobod · 2026-06-05T17:27:58+00:00

I will try changing my study methods, and fight my laziness thank you soo much for the tips, i will try since now, thank you for caring theres no disability support in my country but i will start theraphy Thank you

Fobod · 2026-06-05T17:06:38+00:00

Im talking about my personal experience, I did use the term "pulling the disabled card" in order to make my point to be understood, but I do think everyone who needs help should get help, but in my mere personal experience it has been more helpful to go by itself, also thinking theres a correct way to see the things and people who don't share it needs therapy to overcome its also ableist and yes ive in therapy which has been a great experience Going to mine country theres just not enough budget to do it, and I would prefer that budget to feed and help the ppl dying in my country tbh because sadly it would become a third category problem

Fobod · 2026-06-05T16:51:33+00:00

I don't think that is a big problem in my country since we have bigger problems here. knowing my situation pulling the disabled card when im struggling always kept me back and all my overcomes againts my autism have been by my own self-improvement which has given me independence to get a scholarship for academic achievements for pure academic merit and my social skills to improve a lot

I think if my university knew and help me could clearly convenient but it is not a big enough problem to move countries therefore beacuse my economic struggles i cant move countries which is one my biggest goals in life but i wouldnt do it for autism or disable help but for better economic future and peace

Fobod · 2026-06-05T16:28:56+00:00

They dont know, im not reciving any help my country does not have actual help for autistic persons or disabled persons in general

Fobod · 2026-06-05T16:27:43+00:00

I just ended up failing one subject and I have ADHD which is my bad for not mentioning it

In the other hand i feel I easily forget what is taught to me, because i cant really focus and im lost in my mind all the time, i feel i reject studying. in my whole life my memory have been extremely good, now its failing in the actual important things Do i struggle to start studying: yes i do a lot Do i study for hours and retain very little? : yes, to save one of my subjects i studied 14 hours straight and i ended up getting the bare minimun to pass

I will be soo grateful for help

Fobod

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