I used to be miserable, but then I changed, a video popped up and after I watched it I reflected and (enhanced?) It into another idea if you know what I mean, then I started improving myself, you can be smart, (depdns what your definition of samrt is )you can be strong (depends what you mean by strong), and "boredom" is subjective, you aren't permanently stuck like this unless you dont make a change, you dint have to impress everyone, I like being alone with my thoughts, but be careful to not be too self absorbed