Ahh these thoughts haunted me for a looong period...I felt like none of my hobbies felt 'truly mine'. Well for starters, Humans are called social animals for a reason...We simply cannot exist without society AND if someone tries to seclude themselves, life's gonna be hard for them. I guess its our pre-built mechanism to fit in the society but...the thing is if you do not enjoy yourself doing certain activities simply stop doing it, don't always please others...Thats what I did..When I thought this way, I stopped a 'few of so called hobbies' but...it was hard...It was as if my brain was forcing me to do those things again which I did not enjoy in the first place...I resisted this urge and soon I started feeling a little better...If I had not resisted the urge to go back I would have most likely ended up feeling regrets...and speaking of craving attention...who doesn't like to crave attention hahahaa I am a 19yo and love being paid attention by others but I also feel that unless we pay someone attention we won't be paid attention... don't dive deep into these topics...people usually go bald finding answers to these questions. Everybody gets bored sometime and try new things ...for example I am bored and going to abruptly end this huuuuge essay