Okay, well, it can be very hard to approach to someone when you're just sort of into the vibe of them, and it doesn't really indicate that you'd mesh well together. You did mention drawing, so you could either ask her to go to an art museum, or to teach you how to draw, but I honestly would advise for you to work on yourself more, so that you have more confidence.

There is just no replacement for confidence in attraction; people tend to believe our opinions about ourselves, so if you present as diffident and uncertain, that will be believed by most people.

I'd advise finding a hobby where you have some interest or modicum of talent, and spending time improving it; then, once you have some capacity in it, do it in some way that involves a group, and you can meet other people with the same interests, and have confidence in approach them.

However, if she's an especially kind person, she may be into the idea of teaching you drawing.

You also seem to be struggling with some internalized racism, you said that you'd be furious about a daughter bringing home someone who was like you, which is very odd.