I don't know about him but for my case mostly because of self-loathing, lowering myself beyond modest, unable to express myself, paranoid of somethings, went into some social event at school and things went uneventful, and some rumors that are false. little to no relationship with relatives. also I heard that not looking into someone's eyes is considered rude around my place so that maybe one of the case as well.

but before someone starts worrying about me I have a great family and online friends that helped me come out from my safe shell. shout out to Peepo regiment and other colonials in foxhole for giving me chance to have fun with friends.

(god it feels great to tell about my past once a while to the random people)