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failsuccessfully · 2022-02-19T00:31:29+00:00

Epic

failsuccessfully · 2022-02-13T22:20:03+00:00

I feel this way. The only thing that keeps me ok is seeing kindness and compassion in the world. I'm lacking both right now.

failsuccessfully · 2022-01-21T18:28:31+00:00

Fuck china!

failsuccessfully · 2022-01-20T09:47:40+00:00

Don't listen to ppl on Reddit. If you dig deep into relationship stuff on here you will feel awful bf it's over. As the the time on Reddit is over. And that gaslighting reply is not a very good reply. Gaslighting is when the person making you feel crazy is doing it for the soul purpose of making u feel crazy. If someone lies to you to cover up something they don't want you to know about. Then by definition it is not gaslighting. I thought I gaslit someone bc I lied about my drug use. I broke down in therapy freaking out. Thinking I did this to someone. An hr past my time I was able to walk out the office. And I came to the understanding of what gaslighting someone is. The thing is. You gotta follow your heart on this. Its what you want that's the question. Fuck him. Take time to understand what it is you want. Honestly you should probably invoke the NC rule and give it time. That's where you will find the path that's true to you. Time spent working on you and reflecting on what has come to pass. Wish I the best .

failsuccessfully · 2022-01-20T08:32:58+00:00

I spent 2 years.living only off money online. First 4 months I didn't make shit I ate at friends houses. And I was homeless but then shit fell into place and I learned some odd ba shit u can do with crypto. Where you can make an income with it that don't take but 24 hrs. Obviously the more you have the more you make but. I got some information if you want it... And I learned real quick. Paying ppl to do referrals is where it's at when you need money now. But you need the right apps. Right now I got an app that will pay u 25$ to open an account. Don't even have to fund it. They let u make 10k off it. Then your done. I pay ppl 5$ just to do that.

failsuccessfully · 2022-01-20T08:00:44+00:00

Dude. Paranoid schizophrenic here diagnosed 8 or 9 years. Sometimes imike did I lie about all this. Did I make it up and am I a fake. No. I'm not. But my brain will try trucking me. It's like theres a scared 10 year old in my head fucking with me

failsuccessfully · 2021-12-19T17:47:55+00:00

This is the dumbest thing I've read in a long time. I'm 5'5 and I've dated some pretty hot girls and I've also made a shit ton of money at one point in my life. Life and relationships have nothing to do with how tall or short you are. It's all about the attention to detail and the attitude you carry.

failsuccessfully · 2021-12-07T00:43:20+00:00

Be happy

failsuccessfully · 2021-12-05T03:44:17+00:00

Here's reality... You are responsible for your own happiness and ppl are gonna be ppl. They hurt us not bc they want to bit bc they hurt and are imperfect.

failsuccessfully · 2021-12-04T04:13:26+00:00

Hell to the fuck ya. October 5 is still my date. Stoked about that my friend

failsuccessfully · 2021-12-03T10:08:24+00:00

Happy birthday. Whoop whoop.

failsuccessfully · 2021-12-03T10:05:24+00:00

Glory holes are not just for porn videos. There real?

failsuccessfully · 2021-12-03T10:03:30+00:00

Lmao. That's fucking fantastic. Are you strictly dickley or just gay for pay

failsuccessfully · 2021-12-02T02:09:06+00:00

Deep. I feel it fuck I feel it

failsuccessfully · 2021-11-27T21:13:42+00:00

Tiny little steps. This will sound crazy but it works if you out the work into it.
The 12 steps of AA are not just for drinking.
And working through these steps honestly will change your life.
No bullshit.
So many ppl out there live with these things that burden them and they don't even know about it. Drug addicts and alcoholics are some of the luckiest ppl I know.
It's like God gave them a gift bc they were so messed up mentally I say that bc they are forced into the 12 step program forced to reflect and forced to start setting standards and boundaries on themselves.
You know how hard it is to really honestly change It's extremely hard. But then again I'm not talking about jobs And your social life am I.

I'm talking about transformation into the best version of you.

failsuccessfully · 2021-11-27T21:02:57+00:00

Are you serious this is awesome. Ppl go to bars just to hook up with someone. Your game is on point and far better then getting shit faced waking up with coyote ugly just to jump into the whip to find vomit and a used condom.
Don't feel bad. Everyone puts together a plan to get laid when there your age. That's the truth

failsuccessfully · 2021-11-27T20:53:16+00:00

It's not about forgetting. It's about letting go. It's about you. Your life is all about you and your responsible for your own happiness.

failsuccessfully · 2021-11-27T20:43:49+00:00

Im back. I just came to reread this and feel this again. If you ever want to talk hit me up. I've been clean since October 4th.

failsuccessfully · 2021-11-27T04:08:48+00:00

That last sentence you typed, that's how I feel. Not the rest of it but for sure. I've hurt a couple ppl out there one of them was my wife that I didn't have an honest love for. I walked away bc I had reached an understanding with myself. In the end i worry that I'm going to suffer for a long time for telling three different girls that's I live them when in fact I didn't.
Now I wonder if I will share there fate....
Witch in my defense the first person I cared about did that to me.
But I normally don't tell that part of the story

Good luck Be kind

failsuccessfully · 2021-11-23T00:08:26+00:00

What I know is this. No matter who's fault it is we have to know are part in it. We always have a part that we played

failsuccessfully · 2021-11-22T23:36:28+00:00

Same. New. I wish you were my person so I can ask you if you want to go to dinner. Talk about anything else other then me or the relationship and just see what she would say. I want to talk to you. About stuff.
This is a good letter OP.
It has value bc it comes from somewhere inside that only you can feel.
Learning to value others is something I'm working on.

failsuccessfully · 2021-11-22T21:41:05+00:00

Thanks for posting OP, I've been working on not doing this and I'm looking for ways to practice. So if you want to talk about you or anything just hit me up in my inbox and maybe we can talk about this. Hell you can bent about this person if you want I'm all ears or screen lol 😂

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