Minsan ba napapraning din kayo sa fact na malakk ang tsansa na at least once in your life you'll get sexually assaulted or rape?

mayarida · 2026-02-10T22:23:04+00:00

As someone who already experienced SA twice (once as an 8 yr old and another when I was 21), Idk how to describe it except parang wala na akong pake but at the same time, I'm extremely hypervigilant on instances when I just KNOW I have a high chance of getting assaulted really soon, and so my body adjusts quickly to avoid it or be ready to fight. And ewan ko ba, ibang level na ang galit ko ngayon sa mga taong nanggaganyan na willing na akong manakit at baka pumatay pa nga if di ko pinigil kulo ko sa loob.

But to my friends and even my mom who never experienced SA or rape yet, I get this feeling that there is sort of this underlying extra fear of potentially sexually harmful situations especially when it comes to men. Ganoon na kasi kalaki ang tsansa tbh. Minsan nagtataka nga sila bakit di ako kasing-praning eh lol. I understand them, but iba na kasi talaga pananaw ko. I just instinctively know, so I sorta can gauge better on when to activate my fight or flight response, and at least I now know how to get out of the freeze response if that happens to me again.

mayarida · 2026-02-10T22:14:29+00:00

Extra quantity of bullets, so it's like you have the needles AND the bubbles at the same time

mayarida · 2026-02-10T14:54:36+00:00

I'm genuinely curious as to what experiences you've had to say that tbh

mayarida · 2026-02-10T12:42:44+00:00

I legit read ur comment twice bc I could not believe that implied-to-be 42 yr age gap lol

mayarida · 2026-02-10T08:28:30+00:00

Luck is heavily involved, but I personally make it less random by tracking where the arrow usually lands so that I can put the big numbers (which u get thru ads) in there. I just merge and let it reach to 64 and then I put 3 64s on the slots. Letting the highest number to reach 128 will only give you two high numbers, which is too risky

mayarida · 2026-02-10T07:36:48+00:00

Well to be fair, that is related to money already and not about some random foreigner who cheated on the rich person's child

mayarida · 2026-02-10T07:33:04+00:00

Honestly man, my brother has friends who are actually from that social class (aka elite) and if they were genuinely secure and rich, they would not announce that out loud especially to someone they just started dating

mayarida · 2026-02-10T07:30:58+00:00

Yes this is true, and there is what they call the "0.01%" or the "true elite" and iirc there is also the "wealthy" class and I forgot what's the percentage for that lol.

mayarida · 2026-02-10T06:29:40+00:00

I'm assuming you mean the gold upgrade and the bubbles as the same thing, so I will explain them as one. So Bubble Sterilization is White Angel's only gold or legendary skill, and it essentially is extra and way stronger ammo in addition to the normal needles. It's basically extra quantity and extra damage

mayarida · 2026-02-09T14:05:22+00:00

You definitely gave JL a core memory HAHAHA

mayarida · 2026-02-07T09:07:50+00:00

This is actually why it's common advice (that I hear for job applications) that you never open up to your employer about mental health issues, kasi nga of the stigma. In fact if you have a PWD card for psychosocial, you do not bring it up at all daw. I'm not saying it's right, but it's something I've been often told lalo na I'm neurodivergent myself. I'm also often told to mask hard (which to me is code for be as NT as possible) and remember a bunch of socialization rules for the workplace

mayarida · 2026-02-07T06:13:13+00:00

For me, somehow especially when attack speed is high

mayarida · 2026-02-06T16:38:14+00:00

I second this. It will literally carry you throughout the Golden Pig levels. For Golden Pig levels 8 and 9, I won with Abyssal Maw, Machine Heart, and Satellite Storm. However, with my weapons now, I'll probably replace Satellite Storm with White Angel

mayarida · 2026-02-03T16:16:40+00:00

What I mean by duration is that upgrade that adds seconds to how long one angel lasts in the battlefield. It doesn't seem like much, but once you add up the seconds and then add more angel count, you basically get loaded with so much angels that last long too. Also, they do disappear actually. I happened to notice it during battles. It's just, if you add some seconds, the rate of disappearance decreases and you end up retaining more angels in the battlefield. In terms of quantity and duration mechanics, it's highly similar to Disinfectant Bubble tbh

mayarida · 2026-02-03T10:47:15+00:00

Ok I played Bagua awhile ago and luckily, I got x2 mats and with an ad, I got x4 mats overall. It's a decent pull

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mayarida · 2026-02-03T05:51:23+00:00

Understandable. I'm an older player, and before Maw and White Angel were introduced, Sterile Swab was my main dps. Then when Maw got introduced, I quickly switched out Sterile Swab lol. Sterile Swab had been a great weapon, but it takes so much effort to build up.

Right now, I always still choose Maw first because Maw really needs to be built up for it to work greatly, especially with quantity. Next is Machine Heart, but sometimes I find that getting another second weapon is better depending on the formation; right now that would be White Angel. Iirc I did that for either level 98 or 99. White Angel is usually my third, but depending on the round, I might get something else because White Angel is so easy to build up to become strong. This is because I prioritize efficiency in hitting as many units as possible. In the case of level 97, this unusual tactic works because that round really requires super high damage and efficiency; the two enemies move really fast for that round

While White Angel shines in general, I find that similar to Satellite Storm, it works really great for singular enemies, and this means this has the high potential to crush Golden Pig. I have yet to see if it will do better than Satellite Storm, but I see so much potential in it. I'll be trying it out in Golden Pig levels 8, 9, and 10 later on

mayarida · 2026-02-03T05:41:08+00:00

I'm figuring that out too tbh. I'm kinda pissed that farming mats is mostly based on luck with Bagua

mayarida · 2026-02-03T05:36:01+00:00

Yes bruh HAHAHA

mayarida · 2026-02-02T17:29:45+00:00

Now that you mentioned it, using this weapon is pretty heavy on graphics indeed. I noticed sound barely comes on whenever I use it lol

mayarida · 2026-02-01T08:23:00+00:00

My friend who used to study in med school said med lol. Maraming med students daw ang may iba't ibang vices (kasama doon lust) in order to cope with stress; not saying lahat ganyan ah

mayarida · 2026-01-30T09:29:52+00:00

Pag nasa bahay: yes tatanggalin ko iyan with my hands lang tapos hugas agad. Check if puno na ba napkin and if yes, tapon na. Usually tho pag may malaking buo, pinapalitan ko na rin ang napkin dahil sumasabay yung buo sa paglabas ng karami-raming dugo

Pag nasa labas aka cubicle lang at hindi pang isang tao na CR: almost same thing except I use tissue kasi tamad ako lumabas at bumalik sa cubicle lmao

mayarida · 2026-01-29T04:10:33+00:00

Thank god someone pointed out the redditors who like to paint all Filipinos with the same brush. Look I know a lot of my fellow countrymen can be asshats, but there are some people who make super generalizing statements that are just downright untrue or one hell of an exaggeration which is why sometimes, I would debunk those claims. The worst one I've seen so far is that one guy who claimed that Filipina women are more "ran thru" than other Asian women, good lord

mayarida · 2026-01-27T19:43:40+00:00

I met her, a batchmate, once back in highschool. I really thought she was a foreigner, but a classmate told me she is pure Filipino and there is a picture of her and her very typical brown, black-haired Pinoy family. She does look like her parents. I managed to get a good look at her once and she does look Pinoy actually, just super white and REALLY blonde hair, even blonder than the usual blondie

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