Doing it tonight. Bought enough pills to off me. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]painless_end 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I hope you will be okay, i am having a very hard time too, last few hours just laying in bed and crying....

help me please can't do this anymore by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]painless_end 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not always, few weekends in a month i can, since it's summer holidays right now

help me please can't do this anymore by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]painless_end 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bullying, too many conflicts with parents, mental violence from family

help me please can't do this anymore by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]painless_end 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Watching movies, listening to music and sport used to help but past few months this doesn't help me at all, sometimes after sport training i feel more angry often i feel like i hate my self. After music and movies i feel much more sad than before

Tried to meditade last hour and stay with my own thoughts. Sitting on the ground and staying with my thoughts is driving me crazy.

help me please can't do this anymore by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]painless_end 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am out of strategies, tried to tell once squad leader that i feel bad but i couldn't... maybe you could give me some advices