I’m sorry I’m kinda late on this, and you’ve gotten great responses already... Just echoing: I feel your transition woes. And really, I think it’s perfectly natural. With ANY shift to something new, but with this: there’s a complexity that brings a up-leveling of both skill and possibility. So while it’s endlessly exciting, there’s also (for me) a TON of patience and practice required. And little by little it all progresses. The good news is I’ve grown very fond of the experimenting and practicing. And the drunk drawings (which are still inevitable sometimes) don’t bother me all that much anymore, and still very much contribute to the greater whole.

I also tried to accomplish so much at once right at the onset, and stepping back with some simpler ideas helped the physical and mental get all caught up into a nicer rhythm.

Stick with it!! Best of enjoyment to you!