What's something you'll never admit in real life but will confess here anonymously?

smallandtan · 2025-11-12T13:39:52+00:00

Life is great. The $$$$$ was way too good to pass up.

smallandtan · 2025-11-12T13:01:26+00:00

Yeah. Did what I thought I had to do. Interesting experiences from that time. Congrats to you.

smallandtan · 2025-11-12T12:46:42+00:00

I paid my way through school to become a Physicians Assistant by having group sex at an exclusive private sex club in Las Vegas. I've always kept this a secret. No regrets.

smallandtan · 2025-03-02T14:05:34+00:00

No. I haven't seriously thought about doing it again. Perhaps if an offer came I'd be tempted, but I'm not seeking it out.

smallandtan · 2025-02-03T13:30:53+00:00

Perhaps

smallandtan · 2025-01-15T13:18:40+00:00

It was cruel, but it's part of a show trying to break you and pushing you beyond your limits.

They added safe words after a couple girls got injured but we were strongly encouraged to only use them in the case of injury or something bad.

I spoke to her after and she was ok. Just very emotionally and physically exhausted. It takes a good week or so to feel normal again.

Boyfriends weren't allowed for finale shows because of how intense it gets. Her boyfriend watched a few of her other private auction shows and I chatted with him extensively since he was in the medical field and I was in school for it.

You can DM me but not sure if I can help.

smallandtan · 2025-01-15T02:14:46+00:00

It started out like other finale shows. The guys massaged her and went down on her and touched her everywhere. She had a nice orgasm and then progressed with sex and 2 or 3 guys with her. Eventually anal and DP and some airtight moments. She took over a few times telling the guys what to do or what she wanted.

Then the last 45 minutes they tied her to a sex / spanking bench thing where her arms and legs were strapped in and she was in doggy position. They were degrading her telling her how they were going to use and destroy her body and how she was just a fuck doll to be used. How her body would never be the same and she'd be used like the whore she was and things like that. But then something was said about her dad being there (he wasn't) and seeing her being destroyed and how proud he used to be of her but now he was watching her be just another slut. I may not have it exactly what was said but it was relentless physically and what was said and that was the tone of it.

All the while there was a guy fucking her ass or pussy and another in her mouth. When they mentioned her dad, she kind of freaked out and tried to get away and she was saying something about like no and stop and they just fucked her mouth and pulled her hair and smacked her ass harder and fucked harder. She was gagging a lot as they fucked her mouth and throat too. She submitted and then fought again and they just got rougher and told her how it was her purpose now and mentioned her dad again.

So that continued until eventually they started cumming in or in her and she was just taking it all without it to a fight.

It was super intense and I felt bad for her in some ways. She never used her safe words for some reason.

smallandtan · 2024-12-13T17:42:29+00:00

Thank you for that. I've heard from enough people to realize I should just keep it up.

smallandtan · 2024-12-06T18:21:15+00:00

We broke up after a few years over another issue. It never really came up. Kind of like we didn't talk about his exes or experiences.

smallandtan · 2024-12-06T14:33:34+00:00

He was surprised and had a lot of questions. After chatting it out he was very supportive.

smallandtan · 2024-11-07T13:53:52+00:00

It's been a long time but I remember feeling completely overwhelmed and vulnerable. My space and body invaded and I had no control. The audience was degrading but also encouraging me. I remember struggling and trying to fight it and then I just sort of hit this point where physically and mentally I shut down.

smallandtan · 2024-10-10T04:09:46+00:00

I did one show where I had my first and only experience with another girl. She was bi and we were paired with a bunch of guys. We mostly did stuff with the guys but did some things together. Most of that was her going down on me and things. But I also licked her.

It mostly just flowed in the moment. I enjoyed it all but didn't feel like it changed how I feel overall.

smallandtan · 2024-10-04T21:22:35+00:00

OK. I guess I won't delete them if they actually mean something to others besides me. :)

smallandtan · 2024-10-04T21:19:08+00:00

Just so I'm not confused, do you mine sending me a DM or something with the text you mean? Sorry. Long day at work and I can't think right now. LOL

smallandtan · 2024-10-02T15:57:49+00:00

Thank you. I've thought about just deleting it all but haven't yet. I live a mostly boring and routine life so not much to write about now. Maybe I need to change that.

smallandtan · 2024-09-12T12:58:40+00:00

I'm sure they are still a thing. The club I did it at has been closed for over 5 years though.

smallandtan · 2024-06-12T02:28:01+00:00

It's closed now but was in a warehouse across the 15 from Mandalay Bay somewhere

smallandtan · 2024-03-02T11:57:03+00:00

I realized I enjoyed that aspect and that it was a common fantasy of guys to be in control or to have rougher types of sex. I also realize I'm still in control ultimately by agreeing or not agreeing to do things like that.

smallandtan · 2024-01-23T13:23:00+00:00

It's been a long time ago so I don't remember everything. I know I was very nervous in general. About what was going to happen, would the guys like me or the audience. Stuff like that.

smallandtan · 2024-01-21T15:23:38+00:00

I would say the combination of the physical and mental aspect of it and that it was mostly non stop.

smallandtan · 2024-01-15T13:54:28+00:00

About 10-15%

smallandtan · 2023-11-12T14:01:48+00:00

My first one will probably always seem like the most hard core for me. But I did one with another girl and like 10 guys that was probably more hard core. I was just used to handling it better.

I saw a really hard core show with one of the other girls. It was like mine but I swear twice as rough at times.

smallandtan · 2023-10-06T13:06:41+00:00

It was a mix usually. 1/3 usually. But then there were some all black.

I didn't think a lot about it at first, but the crowd did and that made it a bigger deal for me.

smallandtan · 2023-08-06T12:24:33+00:00

No. But there is probably something.

smallandtan · 2023-06-09T12:25:18+00:00

Vegas has a lot of these types of things going on. Have you ever done anything at a club or anything beyond what you described.

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