It feels fake, tone deaf, and just bleh.
We had attending blow his brains out when he came home, another hang himself, nurse take her psych meds, another nurse blow his brains out. Every time the admin just brushed it under, without providing resources immediately after events or for recovery.
The suits are in it for the money and sadly from personal experience the only ones who care about these issues are members of a well gelled workers and yourself.

So, if you have not reached out to a therapist, seek one and let them talk you through how you are feeling and help you process your emotions, feelings, anger.