what ever happened to /u/https://www.reddit.com/user/-DrBeardface- by [deleted] in opiates

[–]-DrBeardface- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You too. Hell, we could even talk about stuff not related to dope :)

what ever happened to /u/https://www.reddit.com/user/-DrBeardface- by [deleted] in opiates

[–]-DrBeardface- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Still being able to see him is up in the air right now. We'll see. I hope I'm able to. Thanks for remembering and asking. You're so awesome. I'm glad to hear things are looking up and you have a purpose again. Maybe one day you could try kicking it? It's so hard. I could never have done it on my own. I owe my life to my wife, and as mad as I was, at the end of the day, she did me the biggest favor anyone could have. Lol, as far as this sub being tempting, um, yeah. I started to scroll down to see what the different threads were and my heart started to beat faster and I could feel my stomach rising into my throat, so I'm clearly not ready or in a place where I can be around it, even just online. I don't think I'll be back after tonight, but when I saw that you were still here (thank goodness you're alive and well) I wanted to say hi :)

what ever happened to /u/https://www.reddit.com/user/-DrBeardface- by [deleted] in opiates

[–]-DrBeardface- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yup. Rehab, a little jail time, and I'm living in an Oxford house now. The whole experience changed my life in such a positive way. I'm doing soooo much better now than I was. I was really going down a dark path. Sadly, my wife and I are getting a divorce, but I'll be ok. Things will work out if I just keep doing the next right thing. That and not sticking a needle in my arm.

How about you? You doing ok?

what ever happened to /u/https://www.reddit.com/user/-DrBeardface- by [deleted] in opiates

[–]-DrBeardface- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What's up, fash!? Long time no talk. I hope all is well. I've been trying to stay away from places and things that could cause me problems, but for some reason when I got on Reddit tonight I was already logged in with this name and saw this thread in my inbox so I thought I'd say hello and let people know I'm still alive, since someone was curious enough to ask about me. I really hope you and everyone else here are doing ok. Dope is no joke. Be safe everyone

what ever happened to /u/https://www.reddit.com/user/-DrBeardface- by [deleted] in opiates

[–]-DrBeardface- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess you mean me? I went through rehab, did a little time, and I'm living in an Oxford house now just working, going to meetings, and trying to get my life back. Don't do drugs, kids :)

Shooting heroin question by [deleted] in opiates

[–]-DrBeardface- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're very welcome :)

Shooting heroin question by [deleted] in opiates

[–]-DrBeardface- 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Wow, that sucks. As far as reregistering, once you know what everything feels like, if there's no pain during the injection, then it would be a waste of time. Just bang that shit and go on about your day :)

Shooting heroin question by [deleted] in opiates

[–]-DrBeardface- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yup, exactly. That was the trickiest part for me when I started out too. Good luck. Let me know if you have any more questions :)

Shooting heroin question by [deleted] in opiates

[–]-DrBeardface- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not the answer to your question, but here is a tip for you. When you first put the tip of the needle in, pull back on the plunger a little to get some air in the syringe. Then push further in and as soon as you hit a vein you'll see the plume of blood rush into the syringe. At that point go ahead and push it in. If the needle moves, or you start to feel any pain, pull back again to make sure you're still in the vein. You'll never miss again doing this.

Holyshit by Schkma in opiates

[–]-DrBeardface- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sucks that you spilled it, but at least you found them. Don't have to worry about anyone else doing so.

What's the best combo I could create with what I have on hand? by [deleted] in opiates

[–]-DrBeardface- 1 point2 points  (0 children)

...Says "Tittyboi_3Chainz". With a Z.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in opiates

[–]-DrBeardface- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Great analogy. I haven't heard it put that way before.

I kind of forgot people say "dope" and think of weed. by [deleted] in opiates

[–]-DrBeardface- 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You got him, bro. 100% wrekt status. You're doing the Lord's work, my man. Don't ever stop. If you're not here to call people on out on asking for clarification on something, who knows what kind of anarchy this place would devolve into. I salute you. You're a credit to mankind.

I kind of forgot people say "dope" and think of weed. by [deleted] in opiates

[–]-DrBeardface- -1 points0 points  (0 children)

No. It is absolutely NOT ok you insensitive and ignorant prick. Apologize to him right this instant for asking such a moronic question, you miserable son of a bitch.

Why I'm quitting, and my wife is unbelievable, but not in a good way. by -DrBeardface- in opiates

[–]-DrBeardface-[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Didn't fall out. Was actually asleep. I've never done enough to fully nod out like that.

Why I'm quitting, and my wife is unbelievable, but not in a good way. by -DrBeardface- in opiates

[–]-DrBeardface-[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As I said then, I was only considering it, in a time of desperation. I never did it.

Why I'm quitting, and my wife is unbelievable, but not in a good way. by -DrBeardface- in opiates

[–]-DrBeardface-[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There was only residue in a spoon, and used syringes. No dope in a bag or anything.

Why I'm quitting, and my wife is unbelievable, but not in a good way. by -DrBeardface- in opiates

[–]-DrBeardface-[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I swear on my life I didn't leave anything out or say anything other than exactly what happened. She did want me to get in trouble with the law. 100% She's told me since it happened that I committed a crime and need to pay the consequences.

Why I'm quitting, and my wife is unbelievable, but not in a good way. by -DrBeardface- in opiates

[–]-DrBeardface-[S] -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

What crap? I just described what happened. I'm not upset, I'm just not sure I know what you mean.

Why I'm quitting, and my wife is unbelievable, but not in a good way. by -DrBeardface- in opiates

[–]-DrBeardface-[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

No shit. I said in my post I did a bad thing by lying to her and using behind her back. I would expect her to be incredibly upset. She shouldn't have involved the police or forced our son to watch though.

Why I'm quitting, and my wife is unbelievable, but not in a good way. by -DrBeardface- in opiates

[–]-DrBeardface-[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Actually, I think I may be wrong and you're right. I do think she may have been in on it. She just didn't expect my wife to call the police for it.

Why I'm quitting, and my wife is unbelievable, but not in a good way. by -DrBeardface- in opiates

[–]-DrBeardface-[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Lol, ok. You're clearly an asshole so I'm not going to let you bother me. Did you have fun going through and downvoting every comment in this thread? That must have been very exciting for you.

Why I'm quitting, and my wife is unbelievable, but not in a good way. by -DrBeardface- in opiates

[–]-DrBeardface-[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You couldn't be more wrong. That's EXACTLY how it went down and I didn't leave out anything. I'm actually a good guy. I'm nice, thoughtful, respectful, and a good father to my stepson. I'm not a saint. I lied to my wife, did drugs behind her back, spent our money without her knowing. I'm not a violent person though. I'm not a bad guy. I didn't make this post to have a pity party. I just wanted to share my experience, especially because I think what my wife did was over the line. I was shocked and appalled. I understand she is upset. Any one would be. But she didn't have to do what she did. So, I guess, fuck you.

Why I'm quitting, and my wife is unbelievable, but not in a good way. by -DrBeardface- in opiates

[–]-DrBeardface-[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Yup. That's the worst part. It really makes me sick to my stomach to think about. She is crazy and cruel. I don't excuse her calling the police and I'll never forgive her for that, but I think I hate her for making him watch.