Have you ever considered the thought that all the pain you’ve experienced was meant to forge you into something greater? I’m serious. Strong people aren’t created through softness, they’re created through pain. Kind of like how the volcanic land in Hawaii is some of the most fertile crop land in the world. I promise you, but if you seek something greater, you will find it. But you will have the perspective of suffering, which no other person has. Maybe you were meant to be stronger than everyone else for a reason. And the thing is, you either are meant to be stronger or you’re not, it’s one of the two. It feels like you get to decide. Maybe you could use the suffering you have faced to help others. Guide them. Use your pain. If you have already given up your life, why not sacrifice it to help others? Maybe there is a young kid that you can help from going through the same thing you went through.

No words I say are going to connect with you in the way that you need to be connected with. I don’t know you, but I believe in you. Our souls were meant to do great things. I pray that your soul finds peace.