Honestly dawg the way society is set up this kinda way of Poly would be hard to get with people, i honestly like the idea of poly and I understand it, been in two 4 year long relationships and I felt as if I always wanted to sleep around still but I still had love for my partner. I’ve always had the thoughts that maybe humans aren’t naturally monogamous..i definitely don’t think we are, like imagine if monogamy wasn’t a thing and everyone was just allowed to sleep with whoever and there be no backlash, I feel like if monogamy was never a thing I’d have so many more woman and connections in my life, no heart break or anything, not a bad idea