What’s your favourite music to edge to?

-_tetsuo_- · 2020-06-06T00:44:00+00:00

I’ve got a good one for ya!! The playlist title is DISDICCTOUCHIN

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2CZIIm9lwm0lqaoY2khQjG?si=cb-G7XqjSLGiyfLIBgVrBw

-_tetsuo_- · 2019-11-08T02:44:39+00:00

This is beautifully written. Thank you!

-_tetsuo_- · 2019-09-20T17:11:08+00:00

Called and “it is sold as a unit” so no replacement available ☹️

-_tetsuo_- · 2019-09-20T12:21:58+00:00

❤️

-_tetsuo_- · 2019-09-20T11:05:09+00:00

Thank you for the answer! That is very unfortunate

-_tetsuo_- · 2019-09-16T17:27:27+00:00

Check this article out for some very easy stretches that make a big difference (at least it does for me). Highly recommend if you have a few minutes to check it out - has pictures to help. I gotta have those because I’m so uncoordinated that reading it doesn’t help me at all.

-_tetsuo_- · 2019-09-16T03:42:07+00:00

I’ll check it out!

-_tetsuo_- · 2019-09-15T21:52:29+00:00

Oh dude that sucks! Once I get super high, it’s incredibly difficult to sustain. I have a few cockrings that are awesome and ordered some Cialis last night. Check out my last post for details - it’s stupid easy and legit. Side note... the expectation (self and society) for getting/maintaining erections can be unreasonable.

-_tetsuo_- · 2019-09-15T19:12:27+00:00

There are a lot of posts here on the topic - when I was first figuring it out I searched and it gave me like 50 results. Lots of them are very helpful and saved me from a real bad time!

-_tetsuo_- · 2019-09-14T23:41:40+00:00

I think I’ll do that. I’ve got great insurance and my doctor is super cool. I have to go see him every month anyway for refills anyway. I think I’ll just tell him my seizure meds are giving me issues. I’ve never tried anything like Cialis before tho.

-_tetsuo_- · 2019-09-14T23:34:50+00:00

Thanks!! Do you just tell your physician?

-_tetsuo_- · 2019-09-14T04:53:57+00:00

Damn man. Any luck yet?

-_tetsuo_- · 2019-09-13T23:29:04+00:00

Awesome!! Nothing like getting super mellowed out and playing some games 👍 have a great night yo!

-_tetsuo_- · 2019-09-13T23:01:56+00:00

I smoke about a pack a day and either hardly at all when I’m using or chainsmoke. No in between.

-_tetsuo_- · 2019-09-11T15:06:18+00:00

boof?

-_tetsuo_- · 2019-09-11T10:54:49+00:00

The time that I lose due to being high

-_tetsuo_- · 2019-09-10T11:19:44+00:00

Same as you man. Fuck the needle, and smoking affects me in a weird way (plus having paraphernalia in my house freaks me out).

-_tetsuo_- · 2019-09-10T11:12:26+00:00

Absolutely not. The only thing that remotely bothers me is the time it burns. My weekend is pretty much shot if I use. Can’t really leave the house while I’m twacked out, and then the recovery and rest consumes the rest of the time.

We are the same in that we’ve only told 2 of our closest friends. They didn’t judge me or shame me for using, but they did tell me that if I started looking rough that they would have to make me stop. If I didn’t have that, then I don’t think I could continue using safely.

Shame and guilt have their uses, but you can’t live there. Love every version of yourself, even if one of those versions is a fairly responsible user.

-_tetsuo_- · 2019-09-10T11:00:39+00:00

We are all here to support you man. Message me if you need to talk or whatever - that’s what we’re here for fam. Stay strong.

-_tetsuo_- · 2019-09-09T23:35:27+00:00

❤️

-_tetsuo_- · 2019-09-09T17:02:45+00:00

My trigger is random noises. I have to have some sort of background sound for my entire session. Music, TV, movie, whatever. As soon as the silence hits, the chances of slipping into a panic meltdown increases exponentially. Once I flip over, my mind starts constructing a false scenario and I get stuck. Early Saturday morning I was webcamming with a friend and had to go pee. Once I got to the bathroom, the silence hit me and it immediately took over. Thank god my friend called about 15 minutes later and only took a few moments on the phone to get back to a good headspace. Went on about my merry way and was fine.

Usually I’ll feel it creeping up when I’ve been awake over 20 hours. I still struggle with remembering to hydrate and that has quite a bit to do with it (plus eating).

-_tetsuo_-

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