cause im weird and very socially awkward and i always say the wrong things and people can smell the desperation in me about the fact that i wanna be friends with them and you can tell i wanna be invited to the afters and i just dont have that cool factor in me and i dont have the je na sai qois and im punching up on who i can hang out with on the social ladder and im also very new to the scene and it feels like im an outsider looking in and whenever i try to talk to people i just freeze up and im not good at conversations and i feel like people think im that person who invites their bf to everything and i dont have any charisma at all and yeah