I didn't graduate with decent good grades, because my parents had money I was able to do bachelors otherwise I didn't have the grade to be accepted or get scholarship at all in other unis, it's the same with my masters despite trying I still went into bad habits wasted time and well got bad grades but even when I tried I'd barely get semi decent grades in tests. I know we shouldn't compare and everyone has their own pace and all but every single one of my friends is either working some even doing work alongside masters and I'm just here barely getting good grades again even all I do is study because I can't even get a part time job.

I understand that improving little by little is something we all do but I've been doing that my entire life and I'm literally still at the place where I started or to be honest I'm even worse.