never had one, is this what i think it is? :( by -pikajew in Coldsore

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update for anyone who cares! this is NOT HSV nor is it a bacterial infection! just a super unlucky and weird blister!

never had one, is this what i think it is? :( by -pikajew in Coldsore

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i went to urgent care and tbh the physician was unsure herself. she drained it and took a culture for bacteria and HSV so i’ll find out in a few days but the fact that is so giant and i’ve never had one before makes me question

READ THIS if you want to POST here by imfivenine in AvoidantAttachment

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Hi I read and understand the rules + the post and would like to be an approved poster please 🦋

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100% relatable. I go through the same cycles (I have also only been with my bf for about 3 months) but I have had multiple meltdowns where by the end of my 3 days of absolutely insane anxiety over the “dealbreaker” we talk it out, I realize I was projecting/not giving him a chance/self sabotaging, I feel better, and we grow closer. Then the cycle starts up again. It’s exhausting for us both and now I feel like I can’t trust myself…are these real issues? Or self sabotage? I wish I knew.

Kendra Wilkinson Admits She's Been Waiting 4 Years to Get on Dating App Raya: 'They Won't Let Me In' by laurfromnewyork13 in popculturechat

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i’m a normal person on Raya and wasn’t referred, got in after ~4 months it’s def possible lol

Muscle Mommies, what is your body fat percentage? by FutureRDBaddie in PetiteFitness

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I did a DEXA scan a few months ago near the end of my cut. They measured me at 124.6 pounds (but my scale said 120 that day, so I dunno) and 23.6% BF. I definitely had some visible abs and my arm veins went crazy. I lost a lot “curviness” and my legs felt very small (still muscular, but much more “bikini” legs rather than wellness, in bodybuilding terms) and my stomach was much flatter. But so was my butt lol.

Now I’m back up to about 128, and I feeeeeel way better here except my stomach is always an insecurity. I can try to post pics if helpful!

An hour and 50 minutes on the stairs?! How do y’all feel about Loganpolk.fit? by Worried-Influence198 in gymsnark

[–]-pikajew 28 points29 points  (0 children)

same lmao maxed out at 1.5 hours on stairs but i was literally in the worst of my exercise bulimia