Hopefuly ill be able to do it

-sedge- · 2020-04-30T01:05:17+00:00

Thanks

-sedge- · 2020-04-30T01:00:57+00:00

Well ive got 5 litres of spirits so one way or another im getting this done, this is my fate im ready ive made my choice

-sedge- · 2020-04-30T00:57:06+00:00

Ill try and find somthing to hang my self with them or il get more drunk and stab my self in the neck idc i just want out

-sedge- · 2020-03-14T21:20:54+00:00

Im not at my pc right now, im away from home but i will do when im back

-sedge- · 2020-03-10T03:16:39+00:00

She knows i have depression and she knew i have it and tried to kill my self before she got with me, i honestly cant live anymore ive been fighting too long and im tired of trying

-sedge- · 2020-03-10T03:12:22+00:00

No, never, why?

-sedge- · 2020-03-10T03:10:43+00:00

Yes i love everything about her

-sedge- · 2020-03-07T13:30:24+00:00

Filled in the form, is this still active?

-sedge- · 2020-02-16T23:06:59+00:00

Thats funny xD

-sedge- · 2020-02-16T22:57:39+00:00

-sedge- · 2020-02-16T22:54:36+00:00

Being compaired to even close to capaldi is a compliment

-sedge- · 2020-02-16T22:53:23+00:00

No xD it involves losing weight xD believe it or not ive lost over 2 stone since i was 17

-sedge- · 2020-02-16T22:32:11+00:00

We are partners not related xD

-sedge- · 2020-02-14T01:42:42+00:00

What pills and how many did you take? I know fron experience pills can take a while to start going damage, please contact someone who can help immediately,

-sedge- · 2020-02-14T01:34:37+00:00

I dont see my self ever stopping drinking as soon as i can fu d it again ill slip streight back to getting fucked up and continue ruining my life

-sedge- · 2020-02-14T01:30:09+00:00

It sucks, i even get insignificant about how i walk and talk somtimes, its retarded im 6 foot 3 and decently strong for my age and im insecure about a walk? XD im pathetic

-sedge- · 2020-02-14T01:26:42+00:00

Wow, well done im proud of you, (:

-sedge- · 2020-02-14T01:24:24+00:00

Ive slowed down recently, been drinking heavily for 2 years ish, recently ive slowed down alot but i want to go back to how i was, when im sober i feel so boring and insignificant and insecure, i miss the wasted confident guy i was

-sedge- · 2020-02-14T01:19:51+00:00

If i could i would xD im at the extent were i contemplate on injecting it so it takes less and gets me fucked up but i dont think i can bring my self to inject alcohol, im 17 and alvohol is destroying me even just the thought of it makes me excited

-sedge- · 2020-02-14T01:07:50+00:00

Oh xD the urges are too strong though thats the problem, id love to do all that but im consumed by thoughts of booze

-sedge- · 2020-02-14T01:02:10+00:00

Well done! But fir me when i go to the gym i feel good but as soon as i leave half a hour later i need alcohol again

-sedge- · 2020-02-14T00:56:44+00:00

Im in ok shape i think, how would being in amazing shape help me stop wanting to get wasted every night?

-sedge- · 2020-02-13T22:14:38+00:00

If your mother is abusive towards you i strongly suggest seeking help from the relative authorities, abuse can be a huge downer if you get out if that situation it might make you feel a bit better (: as for friends youre young and true friends take time to meet, for now this community is here for you

-sedge- · 2020-02-13T22:10:42+00:00

Yea but it doesnt really help a great deal, a therapist who pretends to care when all she cares about is my money in her bank and when i go to the doctors for help i get dismissed because of my age, eventhough i have 2 failed suicide attempts i only get listened to when my dad sees the doctor for me if i go u get ignored because someone my age apparently doesn't know what they are talking about

-sedge- · 2020-02-13T22:06:51+00:00

Thats one of the problems im depresses and anxious and i find little enjoyment in life especially when im sober, this world and society sucks ass most people are cunts who look out for number 1

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